Fic: Love Me, Live for Me
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Kazuya was walking along the cold streets of Tokyo. He puffed an amount of breath and bit his bottom lip when he saw a poster of Jin Akanishi hung up as one of the advertisements in one of the shops around.
Everyone loves him.
Everyone wants to remember him.
But now he’s gone. And Kazuya’s been blaming himself the whole time. He sighed as he sat down the nearest bench. He saw a couple a few feet in front of him.
“Oh come on, let me ride your motorbike, Mikami, please?” The girl begged his boyfriend.
“No Sayaka, I won’t let you. It’s too dangerous. We can just walk, you know.” The guy warned, not wanting his girl to get hurt.
“But I’m with you, so I’m sure we’ll be safe.” Sayaka still tried to convince the guy.
The guy sighed heavily. “Next time Sayaka, I promise I’ll let you ride my bike. I don’t have 2 helmets with me today so it’s really very risky.”
“Okay, fine.”
And the couple left hand in hand. After seeing that scene, Kazuya didn’t notice that a tear had already left his eye and strolled down his cheek.
Jin.
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“Jin, slow down! I’m starting to get scared already!” Kazuya exclaimed while riding behind Jin on his motorbike. They were currently riding fast and it seemed uncontrollable as well.
“No! This is fun. This is the best way to celebrate Christmas, Kazuya.” Jin exclaimed back as his motorbike continued to speed up across the road.
“No, it’s not. Please stop, it’s too scary already!” Kazuya ignored the fact that he was already starting to talk like a girl, all he wanted was some safety for the both of them.
It was already Christmas Eve and the couple was swerving around the empty streets riding Jin’s bike. Apparently, Kazuya wasn’t able to wear any helmet while Jin was wearing one.
“Okay, I’ll slow down if you tell me you love me.” Jin said.
“I love you, Jin!”
“Now give me a big hug to prove it.” And Kazuya did so.
“Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It’s starting to bug me already.” Kazuya took off Jin’s helmet and wore it on his head.
“Okay, now I did everything you wanted me to do. Can you slow down now?” Kazuya pleaded as he continued to hug Jin from behind. Jin smiled, sadly that time.
Jin then whispered. “I love you, Kazuya. I love you so much. Always remember that, okay?”
“Yes, yes! I love you too, Jin. Please. Just slow down.”
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The next day, it was written in the newspaper that there was a motorcycle that crashed into a building because the brakes were loose. Two people were on it, but only one survived.
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As Kazuya remembered those times, he had already sobbed a great big deal of tears and cupped his head with his hands. Why didn’t Jin tell him?
The truth was that halfway down the road, Jin had already felt that his brakes were already broken, but he didn’t want Kazuya to know because he thought it’d scare the younger man more. Instead, he let Kazuya express his love for him through his words and actions and in return, Jin expressed his love by letting Kazuya wear his helmet instead even if it means losing his life just for Kazuya to survive.
Ever since that accident, Kazuya never rode a motorcycle again but still kept the helmet Jin let him wear just for him to live.
I love you, Jin.
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Author’s Notes:
Err. Merry Christmas everyone? ^^;
Kazuya was walking along the cold streets of Tokyo. He puffed an amount of breath and bit his bottom lip when he saw a poster of Jin Akanishi hung up as one of the advertisements in one of the shops around.
Everyone loves him.
Everyone wants to remember him.
But now he’s gone. And Kazuya’s been blaming himself the whole time. He sighed as he sat down the nearest bench. He saw a couple a few feet in front of him.
“Oh come on, let me ride your motorbike, Mikami, please?” The girl begged his boyfriend.
“No Sayaka, I won’t let you. It’s too dangerous. We can just walk, you know.” The guy warned, not wanting his girl to get hurt.
“But I’m with you, so I’m sure we’ll be safe.” Sayaka still tried to convince the guy.
The guy sighed heavily. “Next time Sayaka, I promise I’ll let you ride my bike. I don’t have 2 helmets with me today so it’s really very risky.”
“Okay, fine.”
And the couple left hand in hand. After seeing that scene, Kazuya didn’t notice that a tear had already left his eye and strolled down his cheek.
Jin.
-
“Jin, slow down! I’m starting to get scared already!” Kazuya exclaimed while riding behind Jin on his motorbike. They were currently riding fast and it seemed uncontrollable as well.
“No! This is fun. This is the best way to celebrate Christmas, Kazuya.” Jin exclaimed back as his motorbike continued to speed up across the road.
“No, it’s not. Please stop, it’s too scary already!” Kazuya ignored the fact that he was already starting to talk like a girl, all he wanted was some safety for the both of them.
It was already Christmas Eve and the couple was swerving around the empty streets riding Jin’s bike. Apparently, Kazuya wasn’t able to wear any helmet while Jin was wearing one.
“Okay, I’ll slow down if you tell me you love me.” Jin said.
“I love you, Jin!”
“Now give me a big hug to prove it.” And Kazuya did so.
“Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It’s starting to bug me already.” Kazuya took off Jin’s helmet and wore it on his head.
“Okay, now I did everything you wanted me to do. Can you slow down now?” Kazuya pleaded as he continued to hug Jin from behind. Jin smiled, sadly that time.
Jin then whispered. “I love you, Kazuya. I love you so much. Always remember that, okay?”
“Yes, yes! I love you too, Jin. Please. Just slow down.”
-
The next day, it was written in the newspaper that there was a motorcycle that crashed into a building because the brakes were loose. Two people were on it, but only one survived.
-
As Kazuya remembered those times, he had already sobbed a great big deal of tears and cupped his head with his hands. Why didn’t Jin tell him?
The truth was that halfway down the road, Jin had already felt that his brakes were already broken, but he didn’t want Kazuya to know because he thought it’d scare the younger man more. Instead, he let Kazuya express his love for him through his words and actions and in return, Jin expressed his love by letting Kazuya wear his helmet instead even if it means losing his life just for Kazuya to survive.
Ever since that accident, Kazuya never rode a motorcycle again but still kept the helmet Jin let him wear just for him to live.
I love you, Jin.
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Author’s Notes:
Err. Merry Christmas everyone? ^^;