update on my life

[saygemarie]

Well Lonny and i are over. wasn't something bad that happened, no one did anything wrong. he just said that he loves me but no longer was in love with me. im not too interested in saying more than that. he really wants to be friends but i can't while im still in love with him.
I have a new boyfriend. i have been dating him since july (casually while lonny and i were seperated) we have been official for about a week and a half. (on his computer now) He treats me well. respects me and most importantly isn't afraid of communication. we make a good couple :) Its strange how happy he can make me feel even though my heart still belongs to someone else at the moment. but i really like my Andrew. and liking him more and more every day. we actually are looking for a place together. soon i know but if nothing else its a business thing. i cant afford a place on my own and his roomates smoke pot in the house without opening any windows. eh. i think its a good thing and thats all that matters. my friends who have met him really like him. he cant stop complimenting me either! i love the cheesy stuff! anyways hope all is well with you all. sadly didnt see many of you at area on saturday. andrew and i looked really hot! i came here sick from work now though