borrowing brian's comp
today is my birthday!!! yay! well i only have a few min on his comp. Lonny and i decided to stay together. /we still dont know if we want to move into the house together or not. At the moment we live together with his mom but donno if moving alone together when we are still kinda fragile is a good idea. who knows? Big changes in my life recently are i bought a car!!!! 1998 chevy metro!!! its great on gas milage and stuff!! its great to have independance and freedom again!! i also went on some anti anxiety meds. dont like to but i need them right now. I am happier now. donno if its because lonny and i are still together, i have a car, or the meds but reguardless my mental state is improving. love you all bye bye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!