Day Two of not going to class because the thought of seeing people makes me want to die. Pretty much literally. I can barely bring myself to walk down two floors to get food. I think I've developed agoraphobia along with my anxiety and depression ( Read more... )

Better day, but still not great. Talked to mom about the good ol' black pit of despair. She wants me to "talk to someone." Probably a good idea but I think health services is closed by the time I get out of class most days, except Friday. So I could do Friday, but I don't think insurance covers therapy/counseling and I know that'll change her ( Read more... )

So tonight's prompt over on 60_minute_fics has to do with the Psalms and links to the Bible onlineI'd forgotten how much I love reading the Bible. I get nothing out of it in a religious context, I don't walk away feeling incredibly inspired or spiritual or even fulfilled. Something about it just kind of relaxes me for some reason. I think it's because with ( Read more... )

So I think this makes it official...I've posted more in the past week than I have all semester. Woohoo. Gotta love drama, exhaustion, frustration, and resignation. This should probably be locked, but honestly? I'm over it ( Read more... )

I should have taken a semester off ( Read more... )