nobody wants me
im burnin a lil to be honest. joe has a girlfriend which is crazy cuz he was so in love with me like a month ago and now he's got some girl who has a kid. its a lil crazy and hurts cuz yeah. david also got married. thats fuckin ghetto. he married imitation me. im freaking lonely. oh well who cares
anyway workin at the bank kinda sucks lol with not veyr many tellers. (going from 5 to 2) im just so stressed that now im crying fuck. friday becca was like well becky when you fix heidi's mistake you'll be on yeah it;s heidis fault youre off i was like feelin like a fucking asshole being smacked into the dirt.
why cant i find a boy?? why dont guys like me? damn it sounds like a pity party to me lol...aimee is always so bitchy to me and has no manners. its ghetto as fuck and pisses me off its like i am a person and i got feelings its nice to say hi and even respond to how are you...but i guess she too good for that.
i wanted to read a poem to my class in english but i thought i'd start crying so i was like nooo fuck that cuz they all mean so much to me so i refrained from it. maybe monday i'll get some balls or maybe not lol
¤i do but you don't think it's best we go our seperate ways. tell me why i should stay in this relationship when i'm hurting baby...i ain't happy baby...i think that you should let it burn...you hate the thought of em bein with someone else but you know that it's over...=(¤