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bah i hate crying. it's the #1 thing i wont do in front of other people crapy friend...shit person heidi. i dont even know what to say or what to write i'm so overwhelmed with school and work i cry before i go to work in the car cuz i dont wanna go thats how fuckin bad it is. we're so rushed with only two tellers we're always making mistakes. thank god i dont have tow ork tomorrow. tanner said i was being a butt but i guess it's fine for him to be a fucking prick to me. so i apologized but i dont mean it cuz i didn't do anything. what i'd give to just keep driving tomorrow and not come back.
¤i spent so many years learnin how to survive now i'm writing just to let you know i'm still alive...the scars run deep inside this tattooed body. there's thing i'll take to my grave¤