It aint easier
When i go back through this journal i realize i did not do a lot of the things i want to. However i have done a bit in my abscence.
I let my hair grow natural.
I met amazing people who have turned my world upside down.
Robert, bff, and i got closer than ever and then broke apart. I think we are trying to create boundaries where there were just huge holes.
We dont live together anymore and i totally miss him. But i get to see him and spend time with him and i get a chance to look forward to it too. But i do miss him sometimes and it makes me cry.
I am doing such a different job right now and for the most part its great.
Im going on vaca with m&j to houston tomorrow. This should be interesting.
I hope b realizes i love him. Im just trying to figure out who i am.
Ambien dreams
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I let my hair grow natural.
I met amazing people who have turned my world upside down.
Robert, bff, and i got closer than ever and then broke apart. I think we are trying to create boundaries where there were just huge holes.
We dont live together anymore and i totally miss him. But i get to see him and spend time with him and i get a chance to look forward to it too. But i do miss him sometimes and it makes me cry.
I am doing such a different job right now and for the most part its great.
Im going on vaca with m&j to houston tomorrow. This should be interesting.
I hope b realizes i love him. Im just trying to figure out who i am.
Ambien dreams
Posted via LjBeetle