songs used to remind me of you
Now I get sad that they remind me of you and I don't feel a pang of longing. At least when I was longing for you, missing you, I had something to hold on to.
But lets be honest, you (Alex) are a distant echo in my heart. With good reason too. I mean I couldn't just miss you forever. And I'm fine with that. If you came back I would make every effort to be your friend.
Now I have nothing to hold on to. To make excuses with. I cant just keep saying "oh well my heart is still broken. Cant move on with my life today. Sorry guys."
Cause its not broken any more. Its actually pretty whole, pretty deep, and really wanting someone to love.
So why am I not letting the rest of my senses, my body, my eyes look for love?
I seriously think if I met someone I was interested in things would be different. I keep meeting losers and ditchers and and people who are intimated by me.
Cant help that I am awesome.
But lets be honest, you (Alex) are a distant echo in my heart. With good reason too. I mean I couldn't just miss you forever. And I'm fine with that. If you came back I would make every effort to be your friend.
Now I have nothing to hold on to. To make excuses with. I cant just keep saying "oh well my heart is still broken. Cant move on with my life today. Sorry guys."
Cause its not broken any more. Its actually pretty whole, pretty deep, and really wanting someone to love.
So why am I not letting the rest of my senses, my body, my eyes look for love?
I seriously think if I met someone I was interested in things would be different. I keep meeting losers and ditchers and and people who are intimated by me.
Cant help that I am awesome.