I had a long entry written out in my head about myself, about who I was and how I had really changed in the last 10 years. ( I just realized 10 years ago this year I basically had my first crush!) But it goes from this back to the one thing in my life that is always predominant in my heart and head. The family that I never acknowledged that much. ( Read more... )

Alright, time to get things back into line with my life, time to start doing the things I once enjoyed doing, and to even start trying new things. Although, I admit, at the moment it still seems a little bleak. The last few days have been a bit, what is the word- trying? Actually if you get right to it, I'll admit the truth, I've hated life, wanted ( Read more... )