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I seem to keep bouncing back and forth from feeling numb and feeling sad...right now I feel really sad and am thinking about leaving work cause I can't handle this shit, but I'm probably gonna force myself to stay. I've got a lot of shit to think about....I'm stuck still loving her, but there's nothing to be done about it. If she wants to stick with the idea that she can just stop loving me, then I can't change that.