Title:Love Again (Breaking What You Believe In) - 7/?

Nov 11, 2010 15:10

Title:Love Again (Breaking What You Believe In)
Part: 7
Author: sarangshinee08 
Pairing: Minkey and Onkey…just read this, and you’ll see^^
Rating: PG 13 (for now, I hope)
Genre: romance, angst..

Summary: Relationship brings hurt at the end…Key believes in this words so he never initiated any kind of relationship..friends and lover..but then he came and changed everything..but he never expected that it will only proved that what he believes is right..what if another chance comes? Will he be ready to accept it again? Or he learned from the past to never break what he believes in…

Disclaimer: borrowing them for this story and for my future works..but someday one of them will be mine..^_^

Part 1 I Part 2 I Part 3 I Part 4 I   Part 5 I Part 6 I Part 7

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A week passed since our break up. I didn’t tell anything about it with Key. I once told her that I’m dating someone but the topic was not given any more attention. I didn’t talk about her when I’m with him. I don’t know why but I love to talk about him, know more about him every time we’re together.
I sitting on my couch widely awake at 11:30 in the evening, a small box in my hand. the sight of this box always bring smile on my face. I opened it and smiled as I was again stunned but its simple beauty.  I was planning how will I confess on him and give this shiny thing to him. and a week already passed but I still couldn’t find courage to do it. I was afraid that he’ll reject me and worst stop being friends with me. I’d ratherhide this feelings and  be friends with him forever than to confess and lost him.

I was in the middle of my thought when I felt my phone vibrating on my pocket. I looked at it and saw the caller ID.

“yeboseyo?”

“yeboseyo..is this Choi Minho..?” the voice was unfamiliar. I checked it again and it was Hara’s number.

“yes this is him..who’s this?..why do you have Hara’s phone”

“well sir..i’m calling from the hospital and…..”

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I felt the world stopped afger hearing the doctor's words. Miscarriage..what does it supposed to mean?..i’m not dumb not to know the word but that moment made me one.

“she’s pregnant for three months..and the accident made her lost the baby..i’m sorry we did our best to save it..” the doctor patted me on my shoulder. I slowly walked towards the emergency room. And there she was laying in one the beds. I moved closer to her.

“Minho..”

“you need to explain to me this..Hara..”

She was pregnant with my child. All this time she hide it from me. the times she said she was busy with school, the truth was she was avoiding me. she doesn’t want me to know that she bear my child. That’s so selfish I thought but after hearing her reason, I felt the one to blame was me.

“I want to tell you..after my birthday three months ago..after that night I felt weird about myself and when I visited a doctor she told me that I’m pregnant..at first I was scared..but realizing that you’re the father I felt glad..happy..i love you..and I know you’re the one for me forever..i was to tell you about it but..everytime I felt like saying it to you..you always tell me your dreams..your plans..whenever I see your eyes full of hopes of dreams I feel like I was to destroy everything..because of this child my parents will push you to marry me..and it will end all your plans..so I decided to hide it..i tried to avoid..but after these months I realize I need you..call me selfish for taking your dreams but couldn’t live without you..then..i was so stupid..after ignoring and leaving the result must be obvious..but I just hope you’ll still love me but yeah..it was my fault..i know I lost you..”

I walked towards her and comforted her. I never knew she loves me this much. She was able to keep it to her self knowing it can ruin my plans.

“I’m sorry..i was so careless..i was walking down the stairs when my stomach hurts and before I knew…I killed our baby Minho..”

“stop it..it was an accident..” I hushed her. She was not the one to be blame. I’m his boyfriend but I just let her be alone at this time.

“don’t leave me Minho..please..”

“I won’t..” That time nothing was on my mind but to comfort her, to show her it wasn’t her fault and that I’m here to love her.

With the ring on my pocket…tears about to fall..I stayed…and I promised….

“I promise…”

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!fanfic

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