Title:Love Again (Breaking What You Believe In)
Title:Love Again (Breaking What You Believe In)
Author: sarangshinee08
Pairing: Minkey and ?…just read this, and you’ll see^^
Rating: PG 13 (for now, I hope)
Genre: romance, angst..
Summary: Relationship brings hurt at the end…Key believes in this words so he never initiated any kind of relationship..friends and lover..but then he came and changed everything..but he never expected that it will only proved that what he believes is right..what if another chance comes? Will he be ready to accept it again? Or he learned from the past to never break what he believes in…
Disclaimer: borrowing them for this story and for my future works..but someday one of them will be mine..^_^
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Minho’s POV
“are you in a fight or something?” I stopped from what I’m doing when I heard her came out of the bathroom asking that question.
“no..” I replied as laid back to our bed.
“but it feels like it.. Key is not talking to you since this morning..you are not yourself too..i can feel the tension Minho..tell me..”
“we’re not..ok..” I need to be a little mean and mad because she’s a kind of person who will not stop unless you give her want she wanted and needed.
“you know I don’t believe you,,” she said as she settled herself next to me. She put his arms around me and rested his head on my shoulder.
“I’m sorry I can’t tell you..it’s just too..personal..”
“ok..i understand but please don’t hurt him..he doesn’t deserve it.. he’s just too…” she stopped and I looked at her. “fragile..it’s like anytime he’s gonna break..it is maybe because of his past..he doesn’t deserve to be hurt nor to be alone.”
I was staring at the ceiling all the time she was telling that. When I noticed her stopped I looked down and saw her sleeping. I carefully put away her arms around me and guided her head on the pillow. I sat up buried my face on my hands. After some time, I looked up directly to the window. The moon is shining so bright this night. Then I looked back at her. I love her. But it is different. We knew each other since we’re high school. She was the ideal girl of almost all of the boys in our school. That’s why I couldn’t believe my luck when we ended up being a couple that night of the prom. I was too happy. First months of our relationship I was already building my plans with her.
After graduation, we’ll be attending the same school.
I will get some part time job so I can have the money to give her everything. Then at the second year I will make her live with me in my own apartment.
Then after graduation, I will have the best job for her. We’ll get married then have lot and lot of children. I will love her honestly and it will last forever.
Those are the words I written on the back of my math book. I showed it to her and she was so happy. I promised her that everything written in this book will come true. But not all.
We attended the same college. I had my part time job. We even celebrated our first year in a five star restaurant. I was almost emptied my whole savings for that date. Then my second plan came. I was to ask her to live with me but first I need to find a perfect apartment. Something that would be fitted for a student to pay and maintain. After searching all over the place near the university I failed. Then that faithful day came. I met him. A friend of mine told me about that vacant apartment with a reasonable price just a block away from the university. So after my classed that day I went to that address and checked out the place. Outside it was perfect. I entered the building to look for the landlady but it seemed empty. I walked further inside and I saw him. He was in the mailboxes checking his mail. Starbucks coffee in his hand while the other is checking the back of his mails.
“excuse me?” then there he looked at me. That day he was wearing a black tee bigger than his size a black tight pants and white high cut converse. I couldn’t believe myself remembering the clothes he was wearing that day. Then I looked at his face and the first thing that caught my eye was he’s wearing eyeliners. Then I said to myself how beautiful is his eyes. Then I travelled down to his nose then to his lips. What I noticed was if you looked only at his nose and lips you would think he is a girl. His hair is styled so fashionable. He got this brownish blonde and fringes styled away from his eyes.
“uhmm.sorry..uhmm..the owner..i heard there is a vacant here..?” I started talking again when he turned his back on me getting back to what he was doing.
“out..she will be back maybe this afternoon..” he said not even looking at me. He then closed his mail box put the mails inside his bag. He was about to take the stairs up when I stopped him.
“uhmm..well you see I’m really interested with the space..where can I stay to wait for him?”
“there..her office..” he pointed at the door behind me. “nothing more..?”
“oh..nothing thanks..” then he walked away. He was snobbish but maybe he was in a hurry. Or he remembered the words our parents always say..Don’t talk to strangers..
I stood up and decided to take some coffee. Not like I will be sleeping anymore. I decided to wait on him and maybe talked about our situation.
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Kibum’s POV
I was walking down the street for almost an hour now. after a half hour walking the commercial came to view. I saw this diner open but refused come in after seeing some drunken big old men. And now I’m here looking for another place to stay. There are some clubs opened but not in the mood for partying. I entered this 24hr bookstore but after seeing the sleeping receptionist I decided to leave.
After some more minutes of walking I found what I was looking for. Just across from where I was standing is a cafe. I love coffee. i looked at both side then I crossed the street. The café looks so comfortable from the outside. I opened the door and it made me smile. The seats are little couches with tables in between. The place ambience is so relaxing and the music is just soothing. The smell of the fresh bake breads and the aroma of newly brewed coffee made my heart felt happiness. I looked for the most comfortable spot in the place and saw this tow small couch facing each other and a table in between near the window at the most corner of the café.
“Perfect..” I walked towards it. I smiled before I settled down the seat and made myself comfortable.
“excuse me.. can I get you something?” I opened my eyes after hearing a voice beside me. I looked up and saw this big smile. I smiled too and looked at the menu book in the table.
“yeah..uhmm..just one cappuccino no sugar..and this maple bread..” I handed him the menu and smiled.
“is that all?”
“yeah..” I said and he walked away. I averted my eyes to the scene outside. There are few people..some looked like from work..some are like in the break in a night shift work..some are teenagers having fun at night maybe heading to some club..i was so into my people watching when I smelled the coffee on my table.
“thanks..” I said taking my cup and tasted it. “this is delicious..”
“really thanks..” the man said. “mind if I join you..?”
I was surprised when he asked me that. I looked at him and he was looking at me too waiting for an answer. Then there I noticed he’s not a waiter. A waiter doesn’t wear clothes that looks like what he is wearing. He was wearing a white shirt under a stripped light blue polo. A not that tight whitish denim pants. He was also wearing accessories, a black leather bracelet and a camera pendant necklace. I hate to say this but this guy is fashionable than me.
“well…?”
“oh..no.. of course you can..” I sad and he settled himself at the couch across mine. he smiled at me and I looked down at my food. I noticed two pieces of bread in my plate.
“ I ordered just one..” I looked at him pointing at the bread.
“the other one is free..it is strawberry though..” he said that smile still on his face.
“thanks..” I said as I took bit on the free bread. “it tasted good.”
“really… happy to hear it.” He said as he sighed. “by the way I’m Jinki..you?”
I looked at his hand. then something hit me in my heart. I looked away from him as I put down my food. I noticed him frown maybe with disappoint. I didn’t mean to do it but it just feel the same. After some seconds of silence I felt guilt when I saw him looking at outside with that frown.
“Kibum..but call me Key..” I said and I noticed he smiled and looked again on me. “I just didn’t feel right being touchy with stranger..”
“I understand..i thought I scared you..” he said as he leaned on the table and smiled even wider.
“you’re smiling too much..” I said after finishing my free bread.
“huh?..oh..i’m used to it..people always praised my smile since I was young so I always smile and until now I have this habit..”
“it’s nice..your smile..” I said making him smile even more. I’m jealous. How I wish I can be like him? That I can smile..meet other people be friendly to them..
“why are you alone?” I was brought back when I heard him.
“uhmm..fresh air..” I said as I started my second bread.
“you’re not from here?” he asked.
“how did you know that?” well I was not really interested but this person is too kind to act mean on him.
“well..if you’re from here then there was a chance i already saw you before..”
“maybe you saw me but don’t remember..you know this place is crowded with different people..” I rolled my eyes as I sipped on my coffee.
“I will do remember you..you’re too beautiful to forget.” I almost choked out when he said that. This Jinki is so different. Different form the people I know. Well I only know few. “ did I surprised you? I thought you already know that you’re beautiful..”
“but it is not right to say to a stranger especially to a boy..” I said as I wiped my mouth with the napkin.
“but you really are beautiful..and I never lied.” He said looking me at the eye. I looked at his eyes too and felt something in my stomach.
“still not right..you might scare someone..” I said as I broke the eye contact.
“did i?” he asked now he tilted his head still looking at me.
“you will if you don’t stop that..”
“sorry..” he said and looked down. After another minute of silence, he stood up. I followed him with my eyes and saw him disappeared in the counter. Maybe he got the message that I wanted to be alone. But I was wrong. It was not yet a minute since he left he was again walking towards me. This time he was bringing a big tray.
“what’s ..that?” I said as I pointed at the tray after he put down it in front of me.
“huh?..they’re cakes..” he said as he got back to his seat.
“and?” I looked at him waiting for further explanation.
“taste it..” he said handing me a spoon.
‘all of these..?” well you see there are about seven small plates of slices of different cakes. All looks delicious but…
“yeah..just taste it and tell me which is the best..” when I decided for a walk outside alone I mean it. But now here I’m sitting in this café a weird man named Jinki in front of me asking me to be a food taster of all these cakes.
“are you kidding me?..for what?” I asked him as I refused to take the spoon he’s giving.
“well you see I’m planning on adding some items in my menu..and I needed someone to tell me which of these is the best? So please help me please..i’ll give free coffee..” he said begging like a child. With that face, I can’t say no so grabbed the spoon and tasted the first one.
“so..which?” he asked after seeing that I finished tasting all the cakes. Well, all these cakes taste good. But there is one which really leaves the most delicious feeling.
“this..” I pointed at my choice.
“oh..its a plain chocolate cake..you like it..?” he asked like he was surprised by my choice. Well yeah..other cakes looks delicious and taste good too..but this simple plain chocolate cake got me.
“yeah..i love chocolate..”
“oh..” he grabbed the spoon in my hand and took small piece in the chocolate cake. He smiled as he tasted it. “I love chocolate too..”
I rolled my eyes as I grabbed a tissue and wiped my lips. I was about to take my wallet in my pocket when I realized something. I didn’t bring any money with me. I looked at him and he noticed him looking at me too.
“is there a problem?” he asked as he put down the spoon.
“uhmm..well..i..don’t have..” I stopped when I saw him smiled.
“it’s ok..i’ll give it free for helping me choose..”
“what?..no..i’ll pay for this..” I said as continued looking at my pocket for money.
“but really it’s ok…it’s a gift for a new friend..” I stopped when I heard the word friend. And again something hit me directly to my heart. I stopped and looked at him. Friend..
“are you ok?”
“I can’t..i’ll pay this tomorrow I promise..thanks..” I said as I hurriedly walked away from the table.
“wait..did I say something wrong?” he asked and I could hear concern in his voice.
“no..i need to go..thanks for the night” and I left the place. Cold air hit my face as I walked back to Hara’s house.
For a new friend.. those words brought back memories. Memories I wish never happened. What I am now is because of that word… friends…