Today I broke down. Everything was building up and today it all came out. Its like that song...'Somedays I wanna quit and just be normal for a bit' But I can't. I'll never be able to. I miss my friends, my best friends in the whole world. Some of us we're friends since 4th grade. That's almost 8 years of growing up, happy times, and broken hearts. ( Read more... )

UGHHHHH..I have to have my gullbladder out on Monday!!! That blowwsss. Ah well.. Freddie's home now..its great...he brings life to summer..him and all his lil friends running around. Thats all..

I really don't know what to do anymore. Things were so good, I really thought everything was going to work out. Then, in just a few moments, everything changes. They both wonder why I am the way I am. Look at what I watch everyday of my life..and now this. I knew the decision I made at the begining of the school year would change my life forever ( Read more... )

I havent wrote in here forever..I guess just so much going on. Lee's gone now til the middle of May..its sad. Life is getting crazier and more busy every day. I miss El like crazy..I called her a few days ago but I think she works all during the week so I guess I'll just see if shes busy next weekend. I finally talked to Kayla. She isnt really ( Read more... )

Today sucks. This whole weekend has sucked. Being off of that stuff really fucks with you I guess. Lee and me have been together for a month now. I miss him. I don't know. I'm pissed. I want my comforter back, well I guess I don't now, its ruined. Mom said there will be no more Michalski girls for me. Oh well, whatever.

I've been like overcome with this feeling of happiness, yet I feel so empty. I think its just this whole Christmas time feeling. It makes me miss her so much more. She made the holidays what they were to us. Nothing feels right and everythings a mess. A year ago Jason and me started dating. I don't think I miss like our relationship or anything but ( Read more... )

Kels, sorry for not calling you. I just got your voicemails today..just haven't been around much. Everything's fine and I hope things are still going as well as they were with you!

Not much goin on this weekend. Friday I hung out at Beck's and we decorated her Christmas tree. Saturday I slept and went shopping with my mom for jeans. Today's been boring but we're staying here another night because my grandpa has some sorta surgery. I dunno, Im bored. I think I want to go to Finlandia now. I just feel like I wanna be with ( Read more... )

Scott! If you read this..yeah we should totally hang out over break er somethin!

What the hell!! I am so glad I wasn't born here. Maybe I shouldn't say that. But it seems true. Like Danielle and Kels aren't like from here and they seem to be the most normal. I could be wrong though. I heard that Tara and Kraig were engaged and I guess its true. That is wrong in so many ways. Tara's 16. You don't ask a 16 year old to marry you. ( Read more... )