Mar 23, 2006 10:49
life is stressing me out, but i'm getting through. sorry if it feels like i have been ignoring you lately...i just can't deal with pretending like i'm okay right now. this week has been overwhelming. i have one more test tomorrow and then i just need a rest.
i've been listening to randy rogers a lot lately. i love the lyrics. like this:
"You seem pretty calm, for what you have done
Your always rehursted, you impress everyone
You cover so well, that no one can tell
Your skin is on fire, and your heart is in hell
And you're so tired of just being alive
You're so sad you could just cry
I'd sing you the sweetest songs, and hold you so long.
And make you forget all the reasons
you talked about leaving this place
If you're thinking about leaving
I could give you a reason to stay"
so don't worry about me. i'm okay. life is okay. i need to just be less stressed and stop having OCD.