“I like you. I like you. I like you.” II
Title: “I like you. I like you. I like you.” II
Date: April 25, 2008
Pairing: WC: YeSung/RyeoWook
Rating: PG
Word Count: 4,499
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Contains Super Junior M love. If you don’t like then don’t read. If you do read don’t bash them, okay? They deserve as much love in the world as anyone else. So this story is the second side of “I like you. I like you. I like you.” I had made a YeSung side for this and now there is a RyeoWook side for this. So you can guess that the story is YeWook (The best pairing ever). There are also many potential pairings in this fan fiction. So consider them. (; Actually this side of the story came out a lot longer than it really was supposed to be. It’s longer by about 2,000 words. This fan fiction may contain mistakes so don’t laugh or point them out rudely just tell me nicely and I’ll fix it and no one gets hurt. (And once again I ramble on and on…)
Summary: RyeoWook doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do. There are so many problems has to deal with in China. There are interviews everywhere, and there is the fact that he is far away from the one he loves most. When will he have a chance to talk to YeSung? If he does then what will he say? How can he cope with this feeling when the other might not feel the same way?
Link to community: miracle______
Here is YeSung’s side for those of you who wish to read it.
YeSung's Side:
( His heart skipped a beat as he watched RyeoWook dance. His stomach had a light feeling as he watched. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of him. What was this feeling? YeSung had never felt this before. )
RyeoWook's side:
RyeoWook turned around as if he heard someone call his name. “Hyung,” RyeoWook said to his other band members, “Did one of you call my name?”
HanKyung shook his head, “No one called you.” he said walking down the hall into his own room.
Super Junior M came back to their apartment after an interview. In a few minutes they would have to leave again since there was another interview to go to.
“ZhouMi,” RyeoWook said, “Are you going to eat?” To ZhouMi RyeoWook spoke in Mandarin as he was trying to improve in order to become fluent in speaking.
“We don’t have any time. After the interview we’ll grab some fast food to eat again.” ZhouMi answered.
RyeoWook looked at the older male in puzzlement. ZhouMi spoke in Mandarin and RyeoWook’s wasn’t as well so he didn’t understand as single thing he said.
ZhouMi laughed and shook his head as he walked to the kitchen and patted Henry on the shoulder. Henry was sitting in the kitchen and looked up from the magazine he was browsing through. ZhouMi was looking over Henry’s shoulder at the magazine that Henry was looking at.
HanKyung walked back into the living room, “Alright its time to go.” He said in Korean.
“Ah but hyung~~” DongHae whined, “We just got home. I wanted to rest for a little while…”
HanKyung looked at DongHae, “We’re all tired but we can’t help it. This happened also when we were in Korea when we debuted. Remember?”
DongHae nodded and obediently got up off the couch, “Okay. Let’s go.”
“SiWon-ah.” HanKyung called to SiWon who was in his room lying on the bed for a little rest, “It’s time to go.”
RyeoWook watched as everyone gathered into the living room. RyeoWook glanced down at his cell phone. He didn’t have any time that day in order for him to have a conversation with YeSung.
Everyone walked out of the apartment and into the car. While in the car RyeoWook thought about YeSung. He was so far away. When was the next time he could see YeSung in person? He didn’t know.
RyeoWook was suddenly brought out of thought due to screaming of fans. RyeoWook looked out at the window and there were signs out there showing their love for Super Junior M and there were some that they showed that they didn’t like Henry or ZhouMi. A few fans carried or wore banners that said ‘H Out’ or ‘ZM Out’ or they were wearing both.
RyeoWook didn’t know what to do. He felt sadness in his heart as he saw the sad faces of both Henry and ZhouMi look down to the bottom of the car as they moved.
HanKyung took Henry’s hand, “Don’t worry. It’ll take time…"
KyuHyun entangled his own hand into ZhouMi’s hand as well, “Cheer up. It happened to me as well. People were against me joining but they accepted me.”
RyeoWook glanced at the fans out side. He really didn’t know what to do. His hyungs and his dongsaengs were hurting and he couldn’t do anything about it.
Henry looked up and smiled his cute innocent smile, “It’s okay I’m already used to this... I mean I’ve endured almost a whole year of this already…”
RyeoWook leaned in to hug the younger boy. He was strong. But how much more of this could he take? Where did he get his strength from?
When RyeoWook hugged Henry, Henry tightly hugged RyeoWook back. RyeoWook realized what Henry said wasn’t true. He may look tough, cute, and innocent on the outside it was actually the opposite from it. He was fragile, weak and scared. But even so he still has the strength to go on from his hyungs who love him dearly.
RyeoWook did the same thing to ZhouMi. ZhouMi, too, was fragile and he expressed his sadness more than Henry did.
“Thank you…” ZhouMi said looking up with a small soft smile, “Well… let’s do this.”
Everyone nodded and unbuckled their seat belt and got out of the car. There were many fans that were squealing and shouting their names as each one stepped out of the car. But when ZhouMi and Henry stepped out of the car many were still shouting with joy and there were a few who started booing as soon as they got off. But still ZhouMi and Henry kept their smiles.
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RyeoWook felt shivers down his spine as he turned around he felt as though someone called his name again but no one did again. RyeoWook shrugged and decided to pick up the phone and call YeSung.
RyeoWook’s heart beat faster and faster. RyeoWook paused for a couple seconds to catch his breath once he did he dialed the number.
“Hello?” The voice wasn’t YeSung it was EunHyuk.
“Hyung? It’s RyeoWook.” RyeoWook was mildly disappointed that it wasn’t YeSung who answered but because EunHyuk had answered the phone his heart came back to the normal pace that it was supposed to be.
“Ahh~~ RyeoWook-ah, how are you? Is everything good in China?” EunHyuk asked.
“Yes.” RyeoWook said with a small smile after a second it dropped slightly as he saw Henry walk through the other side of the room and lay on the couch closing his eyes for a short nap, “But…” RyeoWook didn’t know if he should tell EunHyuk about the thing that was happening with ZhouMi and Henry over here in China. Every member had already met Henry and ZhouMi and they were already pretty close. They each had helped each other with their language barriers and got through it since they were all friends.
“But what?” EunHyuk asked when he didn’t hear any thing from RyeoWook.
“No its nothing.” RyeoWook said, “Hyung can I-“
“Talk to JongWoon hyung?” EunHyuk finished off RyeoWook’s sentence.
RyeoWook flushed a deep red not that EunHyuk could see it, “Yes.”
“Why don’t you say hi to SungMin hyung before talking to JongWoon hyung?” EunHyuk said before RyeoWook said anything SungMin was on the phone.
“Hello?”
“SungMin Hyung. It’s RyeoWook.”
“RyeoWook-ah… Is everything doing well over there?” SungMin asked.
“Things are going well.” RyeoWook answered, “Is-“
RyeoWook was cut off by SungMin, “Are the other members okay?”
“Yes hyung they are. How about you is everything doing well?” RyeoWook asked.
“Everything is good.” SungMin said.
“Is JongWoon hyung home?” RyeoWook asked hurriedly. He was nervous knowing that YeSung could be on the phone in a few minutes. Of course there was a chance that YeSung had a schedule right now.
“JongWoon hyung? He’s here.” SungMin said, “But he’s been acting weird lately. He keeps on calling your name and forgetting that you’re over there in China.”
“Really??” RyeoWook asked surprised. He blushed a nice shade of red because he knew if YeSung had kept calling his name then it means that he can’t forget him. He smiled and his heart skipped a few beats.
“Yeah here. Hold on.” SungMin said bringing the phone away form his mouth but faintly RyeoWook could hear SungMin calling YeSung, “Hyung~? RyeoWook is on the phone and he wants to talk to you.”
In the background you could hear YeSung grab the phone from SungMin and say “Thanks.” But there was a little stutter in his voice.
“Hello?” RyeoWook’s voice quivered a little but not too much. He was nervous talking on the phone with YeSung. It wasn’t the first time they talked on the phone together but it was the first time in a long time. RyeoWook wouldn’t be able to hear his voice in real life in a long time.
“RyeoWook-ah.” YeSung said after a small pause. His voice seemed as well to tremble a little. But RyeoWook dismissed it. His voice was soothing and calm. RyeoWook loved how his name sounded as it rolled of off his hyung’s tongue.
“Hyung~! I’m so glad to hear your voice! I’m so sorry I couldn’t call earlier. It’s just that we’re so busy over here with promotional activities and interviews. I promise I’ll call more often after this.” RyeoWook said in a blur. His heart thumped heavily making his speaking voice faster than it was normally.
“Really? You have to promise.” YeSung told RyeoWook in a calm voice. RyeoWook nearly fainted out of happiness that YeSung made him promise to talk to him.
RyeoWook finally came out of his trance and said, “It’s really nice in China. Most of the people are really nice and my Mandarin is getting a lot better.”
RyeoWook thought that it was normal. This was how he usually felt when talking to YeSung. His heart would race and his mind would be swimming in ideas of how to keep a conversation going with the one he cared for most.
“That’s good to hear… So are you having fun?” YeSung asked. His voice was calm, cool, and collected. To RyeoWook it sounded too good to hear his voice again. RyeoWook was in pure bliss. He hadn’t heard his hyung’s voice in what seemed like forever.
“Yes it’s a lot of fun here. Even though I haven’t really been getting any sleep…” RyeoWook said, “I really wish you were here… I miss you.”
Those words that RyeoWook spoke came straight from the heart. He really missed him. RyeoWook really missed seeing YeSung every day from when they wake up and from when they go to bed. They roomed together so they saw each other constantly.
RyeoWook turned around and saw HanKyung motioning the door to him meaning that they had to go.
“I-“
“Ah, Hyung, I’m sorry but I have to go. We have another thing to do. I’m already late. We’ll talk later.” RyeoWook interrupted YeSung in the beginning of the sentence. RyeoWook felt a little hurt by cutting him off like that but they had to go and no one had enough time to wait for him. Everyone had already left the building and he was the only one at home still.
RyeoWook didn’t even have enough time for YeSung to answer back because RyeoWook was grabbing his accessory bag that his coordinator needed and HanKyung grabbed the phone out of RyeoWook’s hand and put it down,
“Sorry RyeoWook-ah. You can talk to JongWoon next time.” HanKyung too grabbed a bag and rushed RyeoWook out the door.
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RyeoWook called YeSung often but most of the time it was only to say ‘hello’. They were terribly busy nowadays since they just debuted. They went to interview to interview.
RyeoWook felt happiness when he was talking to him. RyeoWook couldn’t help it since he was the one he loved the most. Even if it was talking only for a few minutes he was excited to hear YeSung’s voice.
His voice sounded so different on the phone but it made it all the better. Over the phone RyeoWook could tell that YeSung’s voice matured a little more than their last meeting. He probably was practicing his singing and vocalization.
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RyeoWook gave a soft sigh as he walked up the steps to their apartment building. He felt so tired after a days work. He knew that it was all worth it.
HanKyung had lost a bunch of weight with all the activities that were going on. Actually all of them had lost a lot of weight but HanKyung lost a lot more because he thinks he’s expected to work the hardest since he’s the leader.
Everyone was tired and again for today their manager bought a large pizza for them to eat. Once again since there isn’t anytime to make any food that would have been healthier to eat.
RyeoWook with a plate of pizza in his hands he walked over to the phone. Picking up the phone with his hand that wasn’t occupied he walked into the living room and sat on the floor with his back to the couch. Before RyeoWook dialed the number he took a bite out of his pizza.
“Hello?” Someone answered. His voice was calm, and cool. It was YeSung.
“Hyung?” RyeoWook answered after hearing the voice that he loved the most. RyeoWook felt his heart accelerate a little faster knowing that it was YeSung on the phone.
“RyeoWook-ah.” The way YeSung said it you could tell it was said with a smile on his face. No one else can make RyeoWook’s name sound so wonderful.
“Hyung! How are you?”
“I’m good. And you? Have you been eating well? Is everyone treating you well?” RyeoWook was happy knowing that YeSung was concerned for him. But there was something else in his voice it seemed to be a lot softer and nicer with a light laugh in it.
“I’m good as well. I have been eating well. And everyone is treating me well. HanKyung-hyung is helping me a lot with my Mandarin but he’s helping out DongHae-hyung a lot more than me since he’s struggling more than I am.” RyeoWook answered.
“I see. That’s good.”
“What about you Hyung? Has anything happened lately?”
“No nothing really…”
“Oh. I see…” After a pause RyeoWook had an idea, “So Hyung! When are you going to come visit us? I want to see you. And I miss you.”
“I can… I can’t come. I’m booked for this whole week. It’s packed with things to do.”
RyeoWook’s smile on his face faded away quickly. He understood that YeSung was busy but he still wanted to see him as soon as possible.
“Oh...” RyeoWook answered. RyeoWook tried to hide his disappointment but he couldn’t help but show it, “You’ll come to visit eventually right?”
“Of course….” YeSung said with a little smile in his answer. “…I have to go now.”
“Okay Hyung.” RyeoWook said putting down the phone.
RyeoWook looked at his pizza and took another bite.
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RyeoWook sat in the kitchen staring at a magazine. Across the table DongHae was on his laptop looking at the latest post with their own pictures in it.
“Ahhh!”
RyeoWook jumped in his seat and stared at DongHae, “What happened hyung?”
“The captures! I’m blinking in one of them!” DongHae said, “How could they publish the photo if I’m blinking in the photo?”
SiWon who happened to over hear what DongHae was talking about walked into the kitchen and stared at the picture, “But you still look handsome.”
“Of course I still look handsome but my wonderful eyes aren’t showing.” DongHae said.
HanKyung walked into the kitchen and handed the phone to RyeoWook. HanKyung was just talking to EeTeuk and told him that everything was going well.
“Thanks hyung.” RyeoWook said walking out of the kitchen and into the living room.
As RyeoWook walked out he heard laughing from HanKyung, “DongHae you look funny.”
ZhouMi was lying on his stomach in the living room floor with a pencil in hand. He was writing another song. Henry was on the couch with a pencil and paper in hand. He was practicing his Mandarin.
KyuHyun was sitting at the computer which was in the living room. He was playing online games again.
RyeoWook leaned his back on the wall and dialed the apartment phone that YeSung, SungMin, EunHyuk, KyuHyun, and RyeoWook lived in. No one would pick up the phone. So RyeoWook decided to dial YeSung’s cell phone.
“Hopefully he isn’t working right now.” RyeoWook thought out loud to himself. But apparently it was loud enough that it made KyuHyun, ZhouMi and Henry turn way from what they were doing. They stared at RyeoWook and went back to what they were doing.
Someone picked up the phone. Before RyeoWook could say anything someone started talking, “Yah, open the door for your hyung.” The person said.
It took a few seconds for it to register in his mind that YeSung was outside their door. “What?!” RyeoWook shouted as he stumbled over his own feet in a hurry to see if it was real or not.
Everyone in the kitchen poked their head into the living room to see what was going on. They heard RyeoWook’s loud voice and wondered what was happening. KyuHyun, ZhouMi and Henry also looked away from what they were doing to see what was going on.
RyeoWook couldn’t believe what he was seeing. It was YeSung standing right in front of him with that soft smile that YeSung usually had on his face.
“Surprise.” He said with his happy smile.
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RyeoWook’s stomach was going back flips and was jumping up in down with excitement. He couldn’t believe that his hyung was here in China with him. RyeoWook didn’t really care why YeSung was here. He was here what more could RyeoWook ask for?
When SiWon placed his hand on RyeoWook’s shoulder it brought him out of the trance he was in.
“How come you seem kinda jumpy?” SiWon asked RyeoWook.
RyeoWook shrugged actually he did know why he was like that it was because YeSung was around. All the members know that he liked YeSung but it seemed like the only person that didn’t know was YeSung himself.
“I dunno. I think I might be just nervous.” RyeoWook said looking down at ZhouMi’s hand who was fixing his tie for him. Once he was finished RyeoWook thanked ZhouMi.
DongHae walked through the hallway and handed over the scarf that RyeoWook wore around his waist. Thanking DongHae RyeoWook tied it around his waist.
DongHae nodded and asked SiWon a few questions of how to say what in Mandarin.
HanKyung came out of the direction that DongHae came from and handed Henry a jacket and handed ZhouMi a jacket as well.
RyeoWook glanced at YeSung he was sitting on the floor watching everything that was going on around him. RyeoWook felt sadness since no one would keep him company here while everyone was away at the performance.
“Hyung… Sorry I haven’t gotten anytime to spend with you now that you’re here.” RyeoWook told him as he sat down next to YeSung.
“It’s alright. I’m just glad to see that you’re doing well and have a lot of supporters.” YeSung said with his smile that could calm almost anyone if they were mad.
RyeoWook nodded and before he could say anything HanKyung butted in saying, “RyeoWook-ah its time to leave… YeSung we’re going now.”
“Okay.” RyeoWook heard YeSung say as KyuHyun grabbed his hand to help him off the floor.
Before RyeoWook could say his good byes to YeSung he was pushed out the door with the other members behind him.
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“RyeoWook-ah.”
“Yes Hyung?” RyeoWook said turning around with a smile but his smile didn’t stay too long. He saw that YeSung had his duffle bag packed and by his feet. He was going back home to Korea even though he knew he still asked, “Are you going back home?”
“Yes I have to go back….” YeSung told him, “I have to make sure that when I start doing activities again jetlag won’t mess with it.”
“Oh…” RyeoWook said as he felt sadness envelope him, “I see… Then I hope you do well in Korea.”
RyeoWook felt that he didn’t even get a chance to talk to YeSung at all since he came here.
“I hope that you do well in China. You know I’ll always support you guys... Come on don’t look so sad.” He said as he pulled RyeoWook into a hug.
RyeoWook wrapped his arms around YeSung. There weren’t many times when YeSung had held him like this. He couldn’t help but feel a little happiness when YeSung held him so dearly in his arms.
“But… Hyung… I won’t be back in Korea until a long time from now. I won’t be able to see you in a long time.” RyeoWook told him.
RyeoWook didn’t know what to do. YeSung didn’t know how he felt so he couldn’t tell how much it hurt knowing that they wouldn’t see each other for a long time.
“We’ll see each other again though. It’s not like you’ll be in China forever right?” YeSung said.
As YeSung said this RyeoWook’s arms that were wrapped around YeSung tightened their hold around YeSung.
“But… Hyung…” RyeoWook didn’t know how to express his feelings. What should he tell him? Anything he said at this point would reveal to YeSung his feelings for him. “I want to stay next to you… I want to live with you again… I want to stay with you… Hyung…”
RyeoWook knew the next few words that were going to come out of his mouth. He was scared of speaking those forbidden words to YeSung. What if he didn’t like me back? What if I’m just a dongseang to him? These kinds of thoughts ran through his mind in these last few seconds.
“RyeoWook-ah…”
This wasn’t the time to back down now. Tell him now or else something might happen and he’ll regret it for the rest of his life. What if something were to happen and YeSung wouldn’t know how he felt. Ever since the accident with KyuHyun RyeoWook felt careful about what he would say to the members just in case something happened and he would regret it. Anything could happen at any second. Anything could happen to RyeoWook or YeSung in the few years or so when they won’t see each other. RyeoWook would defiantly regret it if he didn’t open his mouth to say it now.
“Hyung, I like you…” RyeoWook said in a little whisper as he held on tighter to YeSung. He was scared of hearing a response. Since he didn’t hear any response RyeoWook said it again, “I like you…” Maybe YeSung didn’t hear it, “I like you.”
“RyeoWook-ah… Look at me…” The older said.
His face became bright red but he tightly closed his eyes and didn’t move. He was scared. Was YeSung going to push him away?
RyeoWook cringed slightly as YeSung gripped his shoulders gently. Was he going to reject him?
Upon RyeoWook’s forehead he felt something soft and warm press against it. RyeoWook opened his eyes and saw that YeSung was only a few inches away from his face. What RyeoWook felt on his forehead was a kiss.
“I like you too.” YeSung told him with his soft smile.
RyeoWook stood there dumbfounded. He didn’t know what to make of what he heard. Was he dreaming? If it was then it was a good dream.
It took a few seconds for RyeoWook to realize that it wasn’t a dream when he did he blushed and crashed his face into YeSung’s chest with a soft thud.
After a few seconds YeSung pushed the younger a way softly, “But you know… I want you to stay here…”
RyeoWook gave a puzzled look, “H-Hyung?” What was his hyung talking about now?
“You have to stay here understand? Don’t say that you want to come back to Korea. If you do then its saying that you want to give up. And I don’t like quitters.”
What YeSung said didn’t really make sense but RyeoWook got the idea. YeSung wanted RyeoWook to stay in China and continue activities there.
“I understand. I’ll stay here and make you proud.” RyeoWook promised YeSung.
“I’m going to miss you a lot. Promise me that you’ll call me.” YeSung said looking RyeoWook in the eyes.
“I promise.” RyeoWook said with a small nod of his head.
“Promise me that you won’t forget me.”
RyeoWook gave a look to his hyung. As if he’ll ever forget him. How could he? He had liked YeSung for a long time so how could he just forget him? But never the less he said, “I promise I won’t forget you… How could I ever forget you?”
“Promise me that you won’t cheat on me.” YeSung said staring directly into RyeoWook’s eyes. His voice was light and cheerful when he was making RyeoWook promise the first few promises, but with this promise YeSung became serious.
Placing his hand on his heart RyeoWook said, “I, Kim RyeoWook, promise not to cheat on YeSung.”
YeSung gave his small smile, “Good.” His voice became light and cheerful once again.
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“Hyung.” Henry whispered to RyeoWook as he nudged his arm.
RyeoWook came out of his trance and realized that he was still on an interview set. He was once again daydreaming of the day that he confessed to YeSung. Looking around he saw that everyone around him was staring at him, “Sorry.” He said softly and the interview went on.
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“What was that about?” SiWon asked RyeoWook once they got home after the interview, “You’ve been spacing out even more ever since JongWoon Hyung left.”
DongHae laughed, “How can you not know? You were there with us when we heard how RyeoWook confessed to YeSung.”
“You were listening??” RyeoWook asked them with a bright red color on his face “How could you eavesdrop on our conversation?”
“How can we not?” KyuHyun asked, “You guys were talking really loudly and besides how do you expect to keep it a secret from us? We were bound to find out about it eventually.”
RyeoWook pouted slightly, “Then the other members….?”
“They found out already.” HanKyung said walking out of the kitchen and into the living room looking at his cell phone.
“They found out already?” RyeoWook asked, “You guys told all of them?”
“I only told SungMin.” KyuHyun said, “I only told him that you were together. I couldn’t help but spread to news to him. SungMin was begging me to tell him since he knew that YeSung went to China to do something and he wanted to know what. Since SungMin hyung and ShinDong hyung are close to each other SungMin probably told him.”
“I told it to HyukJae as well.” DongHae said, “He probably told everyone.”
“No he didn’t” HanKyung said, “I just called HeeChul and HeeChul said that he didn’t know what was going on. KiBum probably doesn’t either he said he was going to tell KiBum.”
“I’ve told JungSu Hyung as well.” SiWon said to add in.
“Argg,” RyeoWook said softly, “How come news always spreads really fast among us?”
SiWon shrugged, “I guess it’s because we’re all close to each other.”
“Its time to eat,” ZhouMi said poking his head out of the kitchen. Finally Super Junior M had enough time to make their own food. ZhouMi and Henry were doing the cooking in the kitchen.
RyeoWook walked into the kitchen with the rest of the members. ZhouMi was scooping out food into plates and Henry was setting up the table. Members one by one sat down and waited for everyone else to sit down before they could eat.
Suddenly RyeoWook’s phone gave a small ring that meant he had a text message. Looking away from the table RyeoWook pulled out his phone and looked at it.
YeSung had sent him a text message and it said, ‘I like you. I like you. I like you…. No, I love you~<33’
RyeoWook smiled and put his phone in his pocket. The food he ate couldn’t have tasted any better.
(So here you are. So what do you think of this version? This one is a lot longer than the YeSung version I made earlier but it doesn’t matter since its Wookie love. :DD. ZhouMi and Henry look like they would cook really well don’t you think? I think so. xDD So anyway…. I hope you liked it. Please look forward to my other fan fictions as well. <333)
Date: April 25, 2008
Pairing: WC: YeSung/RyeoWook
Rating: PG
Word Count: 4,499
Disclaimer: Alas sadly I do not own any of these people. I repeat I DO NOT own any of these people. Only the story is mine
A/N: Contains Super Junior M love. If you don’t like then don’t read. If you do read don’t bash them, okay? They deserve as much love in the world as anyone else. So this story is the second side of “I like you. I like you. I like you.” I had made a YeSung side for this and now there is a RyeoWook side for this. So you can guess that the story is YeWook (The best pairing ever). There are also many potential pairings in this fan fiction. So consider them. (; Actually this side of the story came out a lot longer than it really was supposed to be. It’s longer by about 2,000 words. This fan fiction may contain mistakes so don’t laugh or point them out rudely just tell me nicely and I’ll fix it and no one gets hurt. (And once again I ramble on and on…)
Summary: RyeoWook doesn’t know what he’s supposed to do. There are so many problems has to deal with in China. There are interviews everywhere, and there is the fact that he is far away from the one he loves most. When will he have a chance to talk to YeSung? If he does then what will he say? How can he cope with this feeling when the other might not feel the same way?
Link to community: miracle______
Here is YeSung’s side for those of you who wish to read it.
YeSung's Side:
( His heart skipped a beat as he watched RyeoWook dance. His stomach had a light feeling as he watched. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of him. What was this feeling? YeSung had never felt this before. )
RyeoWook's side:
RyeoWook turned around as if he heard someone call his name. “Hyung,” RyeoWook said to his other band members, “Did one of you call my name?”
HanKyung shook his head, “No one called you.” he said walking down the hall into his own room.
Super Junior M came back to their apartment after an interview. In a few minutes they would have to leave again since there was another interview to go to.
“ZhouMi,” RyeoWook said, “Are you going to eat?” To ZhouMi RyeoWook spoke in Mandarin as he was trying to improve in order to become fluent in speaking.
“We don’t have any time. After the interview we’ll grab some fast food to eat again.” ZhouMi answered.
RyeoWook looked at the older male in puzzlement. ZhouMi spoke in Mandarin and RyeoWook’s wasn’t as well so he didn’t understand as single thing he said.
ZhouMi laughed and shook his head as he walked to the kitchen and patted Henry on the shoulder. Henry was sitting in the kitchen and looked up from the magazine he was browsing through. ZhouMi was looking over Henry’s shoulder at the magazine that Henry was looking at.
HanKyung walked back into the living room, “Alright its time to go.” He said in Korean.
“Ah but hyung~~” DongHae whined, “We just got home. I wanted to rest for a little while…”
HanKyung looked at DongHae, “We’re all tired but we can’t help it. This happened also when we were in Korea when we debuted. Remember?”
DongHae nodded and obediently got up off the couch, “Okay. Let’s go.”
“SiWon-ah.” HanKyung called to SiWon who was in his room lying on the bed for a little rest, “It’s time to go.”
RyeoWook watched as everyone gathered into the living room. RyeoWook glanced down at his cell phone. He didn’t have any time that day in order for him to have a conversation with YeSung.
Everyone walked out of the apartment and into the car. While in the car RyeoWook thought about YeSung. He was so far away. When was the next time he could see YeSung in person? He didn’t know.
RyeoWook was suddenly brought out of thought due to screaming of fans. RyeoWook looked out at the window and there were signs out there showing their love for Super Junior M and there were some that they showed that they didn’t like Henry or ZhouMi. A few fans carried or wore banners that said ‘H Out’ or ‘ZM Out’ or they were wearing both.
RyeoWook didn’t know what to do. He felt sadness in his heart as he saw the sad faces of both Henry and ZhouMi look down to the bottom of the car as they moved.
HanKyung took Henry’s hand, “Don’t worry. It’ll take time…"
KyuHyun entangled his own hand into ZhouMi’s hand as well, “Cheer up. It happened to me as well. People were against me joining but they accepted me.”
RyeoWook glanced at the fans out side. He really didn’t know what to do. His hyungs and his dongsaengs were hurting and he couldn’t do anything about it.
Henry looked up and smiled his cute innocent smile, “It’s okay I’m already used to this... I mean I’ve endured almost a whole year of this already…”
RyeoWook leaned in to hug the younger boy. He was strong. But how much more of this could he take? Where did he get his strength from?
When RyeoWook hugged Henry, Henry tightly hugged RyeoWook back. RyeoWook realized what Henry said wasn’t true. He may look tough, cute, and innocent on the outside it was actually the opposite from it. He was fragile, weak and scared. But even so he still has the strength to go on from his hyungs who love him dearly.
RyeoWook did the same thing to ZhouMi. ZhouMi, too, was fragile and he expressed his sadness more than Henry did.
“Thank you…” ZhouMi said looking up with a small soft smile, “Well… let’s do this.”
Everyone nodded and unbuckled their seat belt and got out of the car. There were many fans that were squealing and shouting their names as each one stepped out of the car. But when ZhouMi and Henry stepped out of the car many were still shouting with joy and there were a few who started booing as soon as they got off. But still ZhouMi and Henry kept their smiles.
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RyeoWook felt shivers down his spine as he turned around he felt as though someone called his name again but no one did again. RyeoWook shrugged and decided to pick up the phone and call YeSung.
RyeoWook’s heart beat faster and faster. RyeoWook paused for a couple seconds to catch his breath once he did he dialed the number.
“Hello?” The voice wasn’t YeSung it was EunHyuk.
“Hyung? It’s RyeoWook.” RyeoWook was mildly disappointed that it wasn’t YeSung who answered but because EunHyuk had answered the phone his heart came back to the normal pace that it was supposed to be.
“Ahh~~ RyeoWook-ah, how are you? Is everything good in China?” EunHyuk asked.
“Yes.” RyeoWook said with a small smile after a second it dropped slightly as he saw Henry walk through the other side of the room and lay on the couch closing his eyes for a short nap, “But…” RyeoWook didn’t know if he should tell EunHyuk about the thing that was happening with ZhouMi and Henry over here in China. Every member had already met Henry and ZhouMi and they were already pretty close. They each had helped each other with their language barriers and got through it since they were all friends.
“But what?” EunHyuk asked when he didn’t hear any thing from RyeoWook.
“No its nothing.” RyeoWook said, “Hyung can I-“
“Talk to JongWoon hyung?” EunHyuk finished off RyeoWook’s sentence.
RyeoWook flushed a deep red not that EunHyuk could see it, “Yes.”
“Why don’t you say hi to SungMin hyung before talking to JongWoon hyung?” EunHyuk said before RyeoWook said anything SungMin was on the phone.
“Hello?”
“SungMin Hyung. It’s RyeoWook.”
“RyeoWook-ah… Is everything doing well over there?” SungMin asked.
“Things are going well.” RyeoWook answered, “Is-“
RyeoWook was cut off by SungMin, “Are the other members okay?”
“Yes hyung they are. How about you is everything doing well?” RyeoWook asked.
“Everything is good.” SungMin said.
“Is JongWoon hyung home?” RyeoWook asked hurriedly. He was nervous knowing that YeSung could be on the phone in a few minutes. Of course there was a chance that YeSung had a schedule right now.
“JongWoon hyung? He’s here.” SungMin said, “But he’s been acting weird lately. He keeps on calling your name and forgetting that you’re over there in China.”
“Really??” RyeoWook asked surprised. He blushed a nice shade of red because he knew if YeSung had kept calling his name then it means that he can’t forget him. He smiled and his heart skipped a few beats.
“Yeah here. Hold on.” SungMin said bringing the phone away form his mouth but faintly RyeoWook could hear SungMin calling YeSung, “Hyung~? RyeoWook is on the phone and he wants to talk to you.”
In the background you could hear YeSung grab the phone from SungMin and say “Thanks.” But there was a little stutter in his voice.
“Hello?” RyeoWook’s voice quivered a little but not too much. He was nervous talking on the phone with YeSung. It wasn’t the first time they talked on the phone together but it was the first time in a long time. RyeoWook wouldn’t be able to hear his voice in real life in a long time.
“RyeoWook-ah.” YeSung said after a small pause. His voice seemed as well to tremble a little. But RyeoWook dismissed it. His voice was soothing and calm. RyeoWook loved how his name sounded as it rolled of off his hyung’s tongue.
“Hyung~! I’m so glad to hear your voice! I’m so sorry I couldn’t call earlier. It’s just that we’re so busy over here with promotional activities and interviews. I promise I’ll call more often after this.” RyeoWook said in a blur. His heart thumped heavily making his speaking voice faster than it was normally.
“Really? You have to promise.” YeSung told RyeoWook in a calm voice. RyeoWook nearly fainted out of happiness that YeSung made him promise to talk to him.
RyeoWook finally came out of his trance and said, “It’s really nice in China. Most of the people are really nice and my Mandarin is getting a lot better.”
RyeoWook thought that it was normal. This was how he usually felt when talking to YeSung. His heart would race and his mind would be swimming in ideas of how to keep a conversation going with the one he cared for most.
“That’s good to hear… So are you having fun?” YeSung asked. His voice was calm, cool, and collected. To RyeoWook it sounded too good to hear his voice again. RyeoWook was in pure bliss. He hadn’t heard his hyung’s voice in what seemed like forever.
“Yes it’s a lot of fun here. Even though I haven’t really been getting any sleep…” RyeoWook said, “I really wish you were here… I miss you.”
Those words that RyeoWook spoke came straight from the heart. He really missed him. RyeoWook really missed seeing YeSung every day from when they wake up and from when they go to bed. They roomed together so they saw each other constantly.
RyeoWook turned around and saw HanKyung motioning the door to him meaning that they had to go.
“I-“
“Ah, Hyung, I’m sorry but I have to go. We have another thing to do. I’m already late. We’ll talk later.” RyeoWook interrupted YeSung in the beginning of the sentence. RyeoWook felt a little hurt by cutting him off like that but they had to go and no one had enough time to wait for him. Everyone had already left the building and he was the only one at home still.
RyeoWook didn’t even have enough time for YeSung to answer back because RyeoWook was grabbing his accessory bag that his coordinator needed and HanKyung grabbed the phone out of RyeoWook’s hand and put it down,
“Sorry RyeoWook-ah. You can talk to JongWoon next time.” HanKyung too grabbed a bag and rushed RyeoWook out the door.
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RyeoWook called YeSung often but most of the time it was only to say ‘hello’. They were terribly busy nowadays since they just debuted. They went to interview to interview.
RyeoWook felt happiness when he was talking to him. RyeoWook couldn’t help it since he was the one he loved the most. Even if it was talking only for a few minutes he was excited to hear YeSung’s voice.
His voice sounded so different on the phone but it made it all the better. Over the phone RyeoWook could tell that YeSung’s voice matured a little more than their last meeting. He probably was practicing his singing and vocalization.
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RyeoWook gave a soft sigh as he walked up the steps to their apartment building. He felt so tired after a days work. He knew that it was all worth it.
HanKyung had lost a bunch of weight with all the activities that were going on. Actually all of them had lost a lot of weight but HanKyung lost a lot more because he thinks he’s expected to work the hardest since he’s the leader.
Everyone was tired and again for today their manager bought a large pizza for them to eat. Once again since there isn’t anytime to make any food that would have been healthier to eat.
RyeoWook with a plate of pizza in his hands he walked over to the phone. Picking up the phone with his hand that wasn’t occupied he walked into the living room and sat on the floor with his back to the couch. Before RyeoWook dialed the number he took a bite out of his pizza.
“Hello?” Someone answered. His voice was calm, and cool. It was YeSung.
“Hyung?” RyeoWook answered after hearing the voice that he loved the most. RyeoWook felt his heart accelerate a little faster knowing that it was YeSung on the phone.
“RyeoWook-ah.” The way YeSung said it you could tell it was said with a smile on his face. No one else can make RyeoWook’s name sound so wonderful.
“Hyung! How are you?”
“I’m good. And you? Have you been eating well? Is everyone treating you well?” RyeoWook was happy knowing that YeSung was concerned for him. But there was something else in his voice it seemed to be a lot softer and nicer with a light laugh in it.
“I’m good as well. I have been eating well. And everyone is treating me well. HanKyung-hyung is helping me a lot with my Mandarin but he’s helping out DongHae-hyung a lot more than me since he’s struggling more than I am.” RyeoWook answered.
“I see. That’s good.”
“What about you Hyung? Has anything happened lately?”
“No nothing really…”
“Oh. I see…” After a pause RyeoWook had an idea, “So Hyung! When are you going to come visit us? I want to see you. And I miss you.”
“I can… I can’t come. I’m booked for this whole week. It’s packed with things to do.”
RyeoWook’s smile on his face faded away quickly. He understood that YeSung was busy but he still wanted to see him as soon as possible.
“Oh...” RyeoWook answered. RyeoWook tried to hide his disappointment but he couldn’t help but show it, “You’ll come to visit eventually right?”
“Of course….” YeSung said with a little smile in his answer. “…I have to go now.”
“Okay Hyung.” RyeoWook said putting down the phone.
RyeoWook looked at his pizza and took another bite.
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RyeoWook sat in the kitchen staring at a magazine. Across the table DongHae was on his laptop looking at the latest post with their own pictures in it.
“Ahhh!”
RyeoWook jumped in his seat and stared at DongHae, “What happened hyung?”
“The captures! I’m blinking in one of them!” DongHae said, “How could they publish the photo if I’m blinking in the photo?”
SiWon who happened to over hear what DongHae was talking about walked into the kitchen and stared at the picture, “But you still look handsome.”
“Of course I still look handsome but my wonderful eyes aren’t showing.” DongHae said.
HanKyung walked into the kitchen and handed the phone to RyeoWook. HanKyung was just talking to EeTeuk and told him that everything was going well.
“Thanks hyung.” RyeoWook said walking out of the kitchen and into the living room.
As RyeoWook walked out he heard laughing from HanKyung, “DongHae you look funny.”
ZhouMi was lying on his stomach in the living room floor with a pencil in hand. He was writing another song. Henry was on the couch with a pencil and paper in hand. He was practicing his Mandarin.
KyuHyun was sitting at the computer which was in the living room. He was playing online games again.
RyeoWook leaned his back on the wall and dialed the apartment phone that YeSung, SungMin, EunHyuk, KyuHyun, and RyeoWook lived in. No one would pick up the phone. So RyeoWook decided to dial YeSung’s cell phone.
“Hopefully he isn’t working right now.” RyeoWook thought out loud to himself. But apparently it was loud enough that it made KyuHyun, ZhouMi and Henry turn way from what they were doing. They stared at RyeoWook and went back to what they were doing.
Someone picked up the phone. Before RyeoWook could say anything someone started talking, “Yah, open the door for your hyung.” The person said.
It took a few seconds for it to register in his mind that YeSung was outside their door. “What?!” RyeoWook shouted as he stumbled over his own feet in a hurry to see if it was real or not.
Everyone in the kitchen poked their head into the living room to see what was going on. They heard RyeoWook’s loud voice and wondered what was happening. KyuHyun, ZhouMi and Henry also looked away from what they were doing to see what was going on.
RyeoWook couldn’t believe what he was seeing. It was YeSung standing right in front of him with that soft smile that YeSung usually had on his face.
“Surprise.” He said with his happy smile.
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RyeoWook’s stomach was going back flips and was jumping up in down with excitement. He couldn’t believe that his hyung was here in China with him. RyeoWook didn’t really care why YeSung was here. He was here what more could RyeoWook ask for?
When SiWon placed his hand on RyeoWook’s shoulder it brought him out of the trance he was in.
“How come you seem kinda jumpy?” SiWon asked RyeoWook.
RyeoWook shrugged actually he did know why he was like that it was because YeSung was around. All the members know that he liked YeSung but it seemed like the only person that didn’t know was YeSung himself.
“I dunno. I think I might be just nervous.” RyeoWook said looking down at ZhouMi’s hand who was fixing his tie for him. Once he was finished RyeoWook thanked ZhouMi.
DongHae walked through the hallway and handed over the scarf that RyeoWook wore around his waist. Thanking DongHae RyeoWook tied it around his waist.
DongHae nodded and asked SiWon a few questions of how to say what in Mandarin.
HanKyung came out of the direction that DongHae came from and handed Henry a jacket and handed ZhouMi a jacket as well.
RyeoWook glanced at YeSung he was sitting on the floor watching everything that was going on around him. RyeoWook felt sadness since no one would keep him company here while everyone was away at the performance.
“Hyung… Sorry I haven’t gotten anytime to spend with you now that you’re here.” RyeoWook told him as he sat down next to YeSung.
“It’s alright. I’m just glad to see that you’re doing well and have a lot of supporters.” YeSung said with his smile that could calm almost anyone if they were mad.
RyeoWook nodded and before he could say anything HanKyung butted in saying, “RyeoWook-ah its time to leave… YeSung we’re going now.”
“Okay.” RyeoWook heard YeSung say as KyuHyun grabbed his hand to help him off the floor.
Before RyeoWook could say his good byes to YeSung he was pushed out the door with the other members behind him.
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“RyeoWook-ah.”
“Yes Hyung?” RyeoWook said turning around with a smile but his smile didn’t stay too long. He saw that YeSung had his duffle bag packed and by his feet. He was going back home to Korea even though he knew he still asked, “Are you going back home?”
“Yes I have to go back….” YeSung told him, “I have to make sure that when I start doing activities again jetlag won’t mess with it.”
“Oh…” RyeoWook said as he felt sadness envelope him, “I see… Then I hope you do well in Korea.”
RyeoWook felt that he didn’t even get a chance to talk to YeSung at all since he came here.
“I hope that you do well in China. You know I’ll always support you guys... Come on don’t look so sad.” He said as he pulled RyeoWook into a hug.
RyeoWook wrapped his arms around YeSung. There weren’t many times when YeSung had held him like this. He couldn’t help but feel a little happiness when YeSung held him so dearly in his arms.
“But… Hyung… I won’t be back in Korea until a long time from now. I won’t be able to see you in a long time.” RyeoWook told him.
RyeoWook didn’t know what to do. YeSung didn’t know how he felt so he couldn’t tell how much it hurt knowing that they wouldn’t see each other for a long time.
“We’ll see each other again though. It’s not like you’ll be in China forever right?” YeSung said.
As YeSung said this RyeoWook’s arms that were wrapped around YeSung tightened their hold around YeSung.
“But… Hyung…” RyeoWook didn’t know how to express his feelings. What should he tell him? Anything he said at this point would reveal to YeSung his feelings for him. “I want to stay next to you… I want to live with you again… I want to stay with you… Hyung…”
RyeoWook knew the next few words that were going to come out of his mouth. He was scared of speaking those forbidden words to YeSung. What if he didn’t like me back? What if I’m just a dongseang to him? These kinds of thoughts ran through his mind in these last few seconds.
“RyeoWook-ah…”
This wasn’t the time to back down now. Tell him now or else something might happen and he’ll regret it for the rest of his life. What if something were to happen and YeSung wouldn’t know how he felt. Ever since the accident with KyuHyun RyeoWook felt careful about what he would say to the members just in case something happened and he would regret it. Anything could happen at any second. Anything could happen to RyeoWook or YeSung in the few years or so when they won’t see each other. RyeoWook would defiantly regret it if he didn’t open his mouth to say it now.
“Hyung, I like you…” RyeoWook said in a little whisper as he held on tighter to YeSung. He was scared of hearing a response. Since he didn’t hear any response RyeoWook said it again, “I like you…” Maybe YeSung didn’t hear it, “I like you.”
“RyeoWook-ah… Look at me…” The older said.
His face became bright red but he tightly closed his eyes and didn’t move. He was scared. Was YeSung going to push him away?
RyeoWook cringed slightly as YeSung gripped his shoulders gently. Was he going to reject him?
Upon RyeoWook’s forehead he felt something soft and warm press against it. RyeoWook opened his eyes and saw that YeSung was only a few inches away from his face. What RyeoWook felt on his forehead was a kiss.
“I like you too.” YeSung told him with his soft smile.
RyeoWook stood there dumbfounded. He didn’t know what to make of what he heard. Was he dreaming? If it was then it was a good dream.
It took a few seconds for RyeoWook to realize that it wasn’t a dream when he did he blushed and crashed his face into YeSung’s chest with a soft thud.
After a few seconds YeSung pushed the younger a way softly, “But you know… I want you to stay here…”
RyeoWook gave a puzzled look, “H-Hyung?” What was his hyung talking about now?
“You have to stay here understand? Don’t say that you want to come back to Korea. If you do then its saying that you want to give up. And I don’t like quitters.”
What YeSung said didn’t really make sense but RyeoWook got the idea. YeSung wanted RyeoWook to stay in China and continue activities there.
“I understand. I’ll stay here and make you proud.” RyeoWook promised YeSung.
“I’m going to miss you a lot. Promise me that you’ll call me.” YeSung said looking RyeoWook in the eyes.
“I promise.” RyeoWook said with a small nod of his head.
“Promise me that you won’t forget me.”
RyeoWook gave a look to his hyung. As if he’ll ever forget him. How could he? He had liked YeSung for a long time so how could he just forget him? But never the less he said, “I promise I won’t forget you… How could I ever forget you?”
“Promise me that you won’t cheat on me.” YeSung said staring directly into RyeoWook’s eyes. His voice was light and cheerful when he was making RyeoWook promise the first few promises, but with this promise YeSung became serious.
Placing his hand on his heart RyeoWook said, “I, Kim RyeoWook, promise not to cheat on YeSung.”
YeSung gave his small smile, “Good.” His voice became light and cheerful once again.
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“Hyung.” Henry whispered to RyeoWook as he nudged his arm.
RyeoWook came out of his trance and realized that he was still on an interview set. He was once again daydreaming of the day that he confessed to YeSung. Looking around he saw that everyone around him was staring at him, “Sorry.” He said softly and the interview went on.
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“What was that about?” SiWon asked RyeoWook once they got home after the interview, “You’ve been spacing out even more ever since JongWoon Hyung left.”
DongHae laughed, “How can you not know? You were there with us when we heard how RyeoWook confessed to YeSung.”
“You were listening??” RyeoWook asked them with a bright red color on his face “How could you eavesdrop on our conversation?”
“How can we not?” KyuHyun asked, “You guys were talking really loudly and besides how do you expect to keep it a secret from us? We were bound to find out about it eventually.”
RyeoWook pouted slightly, “Then the other members….?”
“They found out already.” HanKyung said walking out of the kitchen and into the living room looking at his cell phone.
“They found out already?” RyeoWook asked, “You guys told all of them?”
“I only told SungMin.” KyuHyun said, “I only told him that you were together. I couldn’t help but spread to news to him. SungMin was begging me to tell him since he knew that YeSung went to China to do something and he wanted to know what. Since SungMin hyung and ShinDong hyung are close to each other SungMin probably told him.”
“I told it to HyukJae as well.” DongHae said, “He probably told everyone.”
“No he didn’t” HanKyung said, “I just called HeeChul and HeeChul said that he didn’t know what was going on. KiBum probably doesn’t either he said he was going to tell KiBum.”
“I’ve told JungSu Hyung as well.” SiWon said to add in.
“Argg,” RyeoWook said softly, “How come news always spreads really fast among us?”
SiWon shrugged, “I guess it’s because we’re all close to each other.”
“Its time to eat,” ZhouMi said poking his head out of the kitchen. Finally Super Junior M had enough time to make their own food. ZhouMi and Henry were doing the cooking in the kitchen.
RyeoWook walked into the kitchen with the rest of the members. ZhouMi was scooping out food into plates and Henry was setting up the table. Members one by one sat down and waited for everyone else to sit down before they could eat.
Suddenly RyeoWook’s phone gave a small ring that meant he had a text message. Looking away from the table RyeoWook pulled out his phone and looked at it.
YeSung had sent him a text message and it said, ‘I like you. I like you. I like you…. No, I love you~<33’
RyeoWook smiled and put his phone in his pocket. The food he ate couldn’t have tasted any better.
(So here you are. So what do you think of this version? This one is a lot longer than the YeSung version I made earlier but it doesn’t matter since its Wookie love. :DD. ZhouMi and Henry look like they would cook really well don’t you think? I think so. xDD So anyway…. I hope you liked it. Please look forward to my other fan fictions as well. <333)