096. "I like you. I like you. I like you."

Apr 20, 2008 19:49

YeSung sighed as he walked into his room after a day full of dance practice. “RyeoWook-ah,” He said without turning around as he took off his shirt in order to change. He was sweating really badly. When it came to dancing EunHyuk was really passionate about it and made YeSung work hard. Currently YeSung was getting more dance practice from EunHyuk in order for his dancing to get better like how EunHyuk wanted.

Hearing no response from the younger he turned around saying “Answer your hyung.”

No one was there.

“Ah… I forgot… He’s in China right now…” YeSung said slowly as he realized, “I don’t think I’ll get used to this…”

YeSung was always used to seeing RyeoWook in the room when he got home. It was a daily thing. RyeoWook didn’t have much of a schedule so he stayed at home often. If YeSung didn’t see him in the kitchen or in the living room he would be in the bedroom writing a new song.

But it isn’t going to be like that for a long time. RyeoWook will be staying in China until teacher Lee SooMan decides to bring them back or something like that.

YeSung sat down on the edge of his own bed, “I miss seeing him…”

“Hyung~” someone from the hallway said, “Are you going to take a shower?”

Hearing SungMin’s voice startled him back into reality, “Yeah.”

YeSung grabbed a towel and headed towards the bathroom.

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“RyeoWook-ah~ I need some help.” YeSung called from the kitchen table the next day.

Hearing no one answer he called again, “RyeoWook-ah?”

“Hyung you forgot that RyeoWook is in China again.” EunHyuk said as he poked his head inside the kitchen.

“Oh yeah…” YeSung said realizing once again.

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“RyeoWook-ah!”

“Hyung he’s in China.” SungMin said.

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For the next few days it was like that. Either SungMin or EunHyuk would tell him that RyeoWook was in China.

It became so repetitive that one time both EunHyuk and SungMin yelled at him and told him to stop it.

After awhile YeSung finally stopped calling out RyeoWook’s name. YeSung never realized how much he called RyeoWook’s name. He only realized it when no one answered back to him.

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“Hyung! HyukJae-ah! The new music video for U is out!” SungMin called to both. EunHyuk was in the bathroom brushing his teeth and YeSung was at the kitchen table thinking of some song lyrics he could write.

Both YeSung and EunHyuk rushed into SungMin’s room to watch the new music video.

They stared at the scene. They had seen them practicing the dance before but the way that the video was edited and put together looked really nice.

This was the first time YeSung watched RyeoWook like this. RyeoWook seemed different. His whole character had seemed to change. His appearance seemed different as well.

His heart skipped a beat as he watched RyeoWook dance. His stomach had a light feeling as he watched. He couldn’t keep his eyes off of him. What was this feeling? YeSung had never felt this before.

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“Hyung you like him.” SungMin said once as he popped out of no where into YeSung’s and RyeoWook’s room.

“Who?” YeSung asked as he pressed paused the song that he was listening too.

“RyeoWook.” EunHyuk said also walking in.

“What?” YeSung said, “That’s the craziest thing I’ve ever heard you say.”

“Why?” SungMin asked, “What makes it crazy?”

YeSung was at a loss for words. Was that it? Was that the reason why he had a light feeling in his stomach when ever he saw RyeoWook? Was that the reason why his heart skipped a beat when he saw his face? Was it the reason why when ever he slept he saw his face? No… it couldn’t be… could it?

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“Hyung~?” SungMin called to YeSung, “RyeoWook is on the phone and he wants to talk to you.”

YeSung felt a loud thump in his heart, “O-oh, thanks.” He said stuttering a little bit.

“Hello?” Someone said on the phone. The voice had a high pitch but not too high. It was a soothing sound that made YeSung melt. After listening to his voice for the first time in a long time YeSung realized that it was exactly what EunHyuk and SungMin said. He did like him.

“RyeoWook-ah.” He said his voice trembling with nervousness.

“Hyung~! I’m so glad to hear your voice! I’m so sorry I couldn’t call earlier. It’s just that we’re so busy over here with promotional activities and interviews. I promise I’ll call more often after this.”

“Really? You have to promise.” YeSung said. He felt his blood pumping against his Adams apple. It was so loud that he could hear it in his own ears. Most likely it was being transferred into the phone and RyeoWook could hear it.

“It’s really nice in China. Most of the people are really nice and my Mandarin is getting a lot better.”

“That’s good to hear… So are you having fun?” YeSung asked slowly as he tried to calm down his voice.

“Yes it’s a lot of fun here. Even though I haven’t really been getting any sleep. I really wish you were here. I miss you.” RyeoWook said across the phone.

The way RyeoWook said the words ‘I really wish you were here’ made YeSung want to just jump on a plane and fly over to where RyeoWook was in that instant.

“I-,” YeSung began but was cut off by RyeoWook.

“Ah, Hyung, I’m sorry but I have to go. We have another thing to do. I’m already late. We’ll talk later.” RyeoWook said putting the phone down before YeSung could say anything.

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RyeoWook called often to say ‘hello’ to YeSung, SungMin, and EunHyuk. RyeoWook mostly talked to YeSung on some days it would only be a few seconds and some days it would be for an hour or two.

Whenever YeSung talked he felt that his heart was going to thump right out of his mouth. Some days he would try to tell RyeoWook how he felt bit RyeoWook always had to leave right when YeSung had mustered up his courage to say that he liked him.

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“Do I really have no schedules for a week??” YeSung asked his manager.

“Yeah, think of it as a break. You deserve one too.” The manager said, “I heard that HyukJae has been working you to the bone with dance practice.”

“But… a week?” YeSung asked, “Isn’t that too much? I mean aren’t there other things I have to do?”

“Yes but real things start happening after a week. So we’re giving you this break first then we’re going to start working you.”

“…Okay.” YeSung said.

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YeSung sat in his room thinking about this whole schedule thing. He knew he wasn’t popular as it is but a week away from things? He had never been a week away from things before.

YeSung turned his head and stared at the empty bed. It had been empty for, how long, who knows when.

The phone rang and YeSung went over to pick it up, “Hello?”

“Hyung?” The voice over the phone made YeSung’s heart give a large thump once again.

“RyeoWook-ah.”

“Hyung! How are you?”

“I’m good. And you? Have you been eating well? Is everyone treating you well?”

“I’m good as well. I have been eating well. And everyone is treating me well. HanKyung-hyung is helping me a lot with my Mandarin but he’s helping out DongHae-hyung a lot more than me since he’s struggling more than I am.”

“I see. That’s good.”

“What about you Hyung? Has anything happened lately?”

“No nothing really…”

“Oh. I see… So Hyung! When are you going to come visit us? I want to see you. And I miss you.”

“I can…” A thought suddenly came into YeSung’s mind, “I can’t come. I’m booked for this whole week. It’s packed with things to do.”

“Oh...” RyeoWook said disappointed, “You’ll come to visit eventually right?”

“Of course,” YeSung said, “I have to go now.”

“Okay Hyung.”

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YeSung walked up the steps to an apartment in China.

Right at the moment that YeSung was going to knock on the door his cell phone rang. YeSung looked at his phone to see who had called him and it was RyeoWook. YeSung smiled and answered the phone.

“Yah, open the door for your hyung.” YeSung said.

“What?!” RyeoWook shouted at the phone, inside the apartment you could also hear the sound of RyeoWook’s voice. RyeoWook with his phone still in hand he stumbled toward the door.

“Surprise.” YeSung said smiling when RyeoWook opened the door to see him standing in the hallway.

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YeSung felt utter jealously when he saw the other members touch him. It didn’t matter if it was a light touch on the shoulder or if it was a hug. YeSung wanted to hug RyeoWook and keep him all for himself.

YeSung sat on the ground with his back to the bottom of the couch. He looked at everyone around him as they talked about what they were going to do at their next performance.

“Hyung,” RyeoWook said and sat down next to him, “Sorry I haven’t gotten anytime to spend with you now that you’re here.”

“It’s alright.” YeSung said, “I’m just glad to see that you’re doing well and have a lot of supporters.”

RyeoWook nodded.

“RyeoWook-ah its time to leave,” HanKyung said, “YeSung we’re going now.”

“Okay.” YeSung said getting up to walk them out of the apartment.

YeSung looked around the room. He had been here for three days already and it was like this most of the time. Everyone said a couple words to him and then they had to leave. Their schedule was packed full.

‘Maybe I should just go home…’ he thought. ‘I won’t be able to have an actual conversation with RyeoWook here.’

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“RyeoWook-ah.” YeSung called.

“Yes Hyung?” RyeoWook said with a smile but his smile dropped when he saw that YeSung had his duffle bag packed next to his feet. “Are you going back home?”

YeSung felt a slight tinge in his heart when he detected sadness in RyeoWook’s voice, “Yes I have to go back. I have to make sure that when I start doing activities again jetlag won’t mess with it.”

“Oh I see.” RyeoWook said, “Then I hope you do well in Korea.”

“I hope that you do well in China. You know I’ll always support you guys.” YeSung said pulling in RyeoWook for a hug, “Come on don’t look so sad.”

“But Hyung… I won’t be back in Korea until a long time from now. I won’t be able to see you in a long time.” RyeoWook said.

“We’ll see each other again though. It’s not like you’ll be in China forever right?” YeSung asked.

“But… Hyung… I want to stay next to you. I want to live with you again. I want to stay with you. Hyung…” RyeoWook said rubbing his face into YeSung’s chest with affection.

“RyeoWook-ah…”

“Hyung, I like you… I like you… I like you.” he said over and over again to make sure that YeSung could hear.

YeSung’s heart thumped loudly as looked down at the younger man in his arms.

“RyeoWook-ah… Look at me…” He told him. But the younger stayed put. YeSung’s hands gripped RyeoWook’s shoulder and pulled him away from his chest. His face was bright red after the confession.

YeSung placed a kiss on RyeoWook’s forehead and looked him straight in the eye. “I like you too.”

RyeoWook held a blank look on his face. In a few seconds he turned bright red after he realized that his hearing wasn’t bad, “Hyung!” RyeoWook smiled and hugged YeSung tightly.

“But you know…” YeSung said pulling away from RyeoWook, “I want you to stay here…”

“H-Hyung?” RyeoWook said a little confused with what YeSung had told him.

“You have to stay here understand? Don’t say that you want to come back to Korea. If you do then its saying that you want to give up. And I don’t like quitters.” YeSung told him. RyeoWook had said before that he wanted to stay with him but that couldn’t happen since RyeoWook was an essential member to Super Junior M. Without RyeoWook the team wouldn’t make it. Of course the team had KyuHyun, but RyeoWook added in made it a lot better.

“I understand” RyeoWook told YeSung, “I’ll stay here and make you proud.”

YeSung smiled, “I’m going to miss you a lot. Promise me that you’ll call me.”

RyeoWook nodded, “I promise.”

“Promise me that you won’t forget me.” YeSung said.

RyeoWook made a face that said ‘are you crazy?’, “I promise I won’t forget you. How could I ever forget you?”

“Promise me that you won’t cheat on me.” YeSung said looking directly into RyeoWook’s eyes.

“I, Kim RyeoWook, promise not to cheat on YeSung.” RyeoWook said putting his hand on his heart.

YeSung smiled, “Good.”

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YeSung lay down in his bed on his stomach looking at the computer screen.

“Hyung~~” SungMin called from the hallway, “I heard that you and RyeoWook are together now.”

“Eh?!” YeSung shouted back, “How did you know?”

“I heard it from KyuHyun.” SungMin giggled.

“I heard it too!” EunHyuk called from the other side of the hallway, “DongHae told me that RyeoWook was really sad but happy when you left.”

“Why would he be happy that I left?” YeSung asked getting off his stomach.

“DongHae also told us that RyeoWook just smiles to him self and daydreams during interviews and things like that. So I think it would mean that he’s happy that you like him back but he’s sad that you left.” EunHyuk said as YeSung stood in the doorway of his own room.

“SiWon says that it’s annoying since he spaces out even more than he did before.” SungMin said.

YeSung smiled, “I see… Hey wait. How did everyone else know then? RyeoWook didn’t just tell them right out did he?”

“No they said that they over heard you guys talking.” SungMin told YeSung.

“Then they were eavesdropping?” YeSung asked, “Hasn’t some one ever taught them not to eavesdrop on people?”

“Oh well, you can’t help it. HanKyung has already told HeeChul about this and SiWon told EeTeuk. So probably everyone knows about you guys now.” EunHyuk said looking down at his watch, “Come on, we have a schedule to go to. Today is the day you come back from your break.”

“Let’s go.” SungMin smiled and headed off toward the apartment door.

YeSung nodded and went back inside his room to grab a jacket and his cell phone. Once he got into the car he started texting.

‘I like you. I like you. I like you…. No, I love you~<33’ YeSung looked up and smiled.

(So what did you think about it? :D I was thinking about making another one from RyeoWook’s point of view. Should I?

Edit: (April 21, 2008) There are many people who are telling me to type one in RyeoWook's point of view so I will be doing that shortly. Just be patient and it'll be here soon. Probably by the end of this week it'll be released. :D)

Edit: (April 27, 2008) RyeoWook's side is here. Sorry it took so long.
( Everyone walked out of the apartment and into the car. While in the car RyeoWook thought about YeSung. He was so far away. When was the next time he could see YeSung in person? He didn’t know. )
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pairing: yesung x ryeowook, super junior, 100 super junior fanfic challange, ryeowook, yesung

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