Damn, it's been a while since I updated in here. So I'll just say that last semester sucked in terms of grades. It also sucked in other areas (I think I lost one of my very best friends-not my fault though). I had been caught up in an unrealistic image of myself. I was like gimme, gimme, gimme. Gimme more friends, gimme more money, gimme more of ( Read more... )

Damnit, I'll tell ya later

Trying not to do any business stats hw (lol), I decided to update mah journal. Man, let me tell you. I think that this guy I'm talking to is giving me hints that he wants to take this step and consider me for wifey status! It makes me happy, because the next relationship I get into, I'm gonna do it up nicely, and treat my man like the king he is ( Read more... )

Yeah, thats exactly what I need to do. I don't have no friends, but some of that comes from my attitude. I can't relate to many people. Right now I'm just trying to figure out what I need to do in my life to make it better. People just think talking to people will get you friends, sometimes its not so easy for people to converse. Some people ( Read more... )

Today, I realized that I still have feelings for my ex. See, I never realized I was in love with him until the end of our relationship. 4 years on and off, now me thinking it was'nt serious, just looked upon it like, he's mine, I'm his, that's how it's gonna be for however long we could stand each other. Then, during the 3rd year, things got ( Read more... )