The sweetest thing
Sometimes you get so focused on how you want to be a better person, that you forget that other people are doing the same thing. You forget that as you're growing, other people are growing too. I gained a newfound respect for a certain someone. I forgot how that certain someone could be changed from my last impression. We hadn't talked in a long time and out of the blue came this sweet email. The person told me how they were there for me and such and it made me smile. I don't yet know if im welcome around that group anymore(not everyone is as compassionate), and it doesn't bother me. I just want to thank that person. It changed my view on certain things. Sometimes you'll hear someone say, "That person will never change, they will always be...(insert negative comment)". That is so not true. You know who you are, and somehow you've gotten around to reading my livejournal. I would be bugged if i thought you were the same from before, but now i welcome a grown mind to read whatever i put up here.
On the other hand, im so excited about the new shift in things. There is a new store manager and he is god. He is also dead sexy. I love Rick and am fully faithfull, but this guy is so hard to work around. He is the perfect example of a male body. I try not to make eye contact either, because he has the most magnificent green eyes i have ever seen. Thats that. I pray that i move on from this brief crush. I need to act more proffessional. All these hormones....yikes! Work is going very well. I made friends with this girl Natalie at work and she is very insightfull. She has new perspectives on everything and i could learn a lot from her. She also has some of the coolest friends ever. I hung out with her and and her friends last friday. I had a blast. I thought i had to truck it out alone, but where there is a will there is a way. Plus, with this new outlook on things, who can resist a little bit of me....lol.
Emotionally im set for the moment. I still have some things i need to set in motion for the New York move and im reluctant in doing so. If i do them, then it'll be final. That is so huge! *sigh*
Im finally starting to go to the gym regularly. I reduced some pudge on my stomach and am focusing on cardio instead of muscle building. If you dont cut the fat, you'll never see the muscle. After i can see more muscle, then i'll bulk up. Im so excited. Excersizing releases endorphins in the brain that enduce happiness and im kinda addicted to it. I get so hyper and smiley when i come out of the gym. I recommend it to everyone.
Remember everyone, i love you all, dispite the hardtimes and the heartache. May we all look back and smile. peace.
On the other hand, im so excited about the new shift in things. There is a new store manager and he is god. He is also dead sexy. I love Rick and am fully faithfull, but this guy is so hard to work around. He is the perfect example of a male body. I try not to make eye contact either, because he has the most magnificent green eyes i have ever seen. Thats that. I pray that i move on from this brief crush. I need to act more proffessional. All these hormones....yikes! Work is going very well. I made friends with this girl Natalie at work and she is very insightfull. She has new perspectives on everything and i could learn a lot from her. She also has some of the coolest friends ever. I hung out with her and and her friends last friday. I had a blast. I thought i had to truck it out alone, but where there is a will there is a way. Plus, with this new outlook on things, who can resist a little bit of me....lol.
Emotionally im set for the moment. I still have some things i need to set in motion for the New York move and im reluctant in doing so. If i do them, then it'll be final. That is so huge! *sigh*
Im finally starting to go to the gym regularly. I reduced some pudge on my stomach and am focusing on cardio instead of muscle building. If you dont cut the fat, you'll never see the muscle. After i can see more muscle, then i'll bulk up. Im so excited. Excersizing releases endorphins in the brain that enduce happiness and im kinda addicted to it. I get so hyper and smiley when i come out of the gym. I recommend it to everyone.
Remember everyone, i love you all, dispite the hardtimes and the heartache. May we all look back and smile. peace.