1:32AM
saw my dad today. i have been feeling like crap on a stick but giving him a hug became my mission and i fought tooth and nail to get to his apartment (battle of the panic attacks part two-thousand.) he told me that they actually removed my aunt's lymph nodes- i know, weird. i couldn't very well get into "which ones?! ALL of them!? wait, they do that?" and i just know she's starting on chemo. can you imagine having a hysterectomy and your lymph nodes removed within a short time frame upon which you're given the news that you are to start chemotherapy? fuck. fingers crossed.
i reminded myself just now to log into blackboard to check my grades, disbelieving i would find them there for i'm used to general laziness when it concerns anyone who wields authority in an academic setting. but, alas, they are up, and i have a 3.89 gpa and it's definitely high enough for me to know i cannot possibly top it next semester, when i'm actually going to have to work. i, quite frankly, hope the creepy honors folk don't come after me when they hear about it. i'm frightened of them. they kind of seem like a cult.
i reminded myself just now to log into blackboard to check my grades, disbelieving i would find them there for i'm used to general laziness when it concerns anyone who wields authority in an academic setting. but, alas, they are up, and i have a 3.89 gpa and it's definitely high enough for me to know i cannot possibly top it next semester, when i'm actually going to have to work. i, quite frankly, hope the creepy honors folk don't come after me when they hear about it. i'm frightened of them. they kind of seem like a cult.