If you believe in forever, then life is just a one-night-stand...
Lot on my mind today, unfortunately. Just found out that my younger cousin, who was kind of like my surrogate sister growing up (I'm an only child) is pregnant. It wasn't exactly a huge surprise - she's kind of been making some poor choices lately - but I'm still in shock. In my eyes, she's still a kid. Yes, she's 20 - which is more than old enough to have a kid in many cases - but she just is NOT mature enough. It doesn't help that the guy is 29 and kind of a bum. She's the kind of girl who just trusts everyone though and has no filters on who she allows into her life. Who I'm really worried about though is my aunt (her mom) - she's been having a REAL hard time with a lot of stuff related to my cousin lately, and it seemed like she really was at her breaking point. I'm afraid this is going to push her over the edge, and just whenever I see her lately, I can tell how sad she is by all of this - it really breaks my heart.
I'm also still really worried about my friend - I tried calling her today to see if she'd gotten her phone fixed, and it said her number had been disconnected. I tried facebook messaging her... I don't think she's been going online at all lately, but maybe there's a chance she'll see it. It's just the not knowing part that sucks... and just going from having someone around in your life 24/7 to not at all. I'm going to try not to think about it though, and just hope she's okay. One of our recent discussions was about the importance of just taking "me time," so I'm hoping that's just what she's doing.
Okay... enough of THAT.
Watched more of The Office today. I had forgotten how hilarious "The Injury" is. Jim with that squirt-bottle... I was DYING. I wish I could erase all the memories I have of the second/third seasons of the show and just watch it all fresh. Thankfully though, the show is one of the better ones in terms of rewatchability... I find there's always stuff that I missed the first few times around.
I think I'm gonna go watch some L&S... I need a bit of an upper.
I'm also still really worried about my friend - I tried calling her today to see if she'd gotten her phone fixed, and it said her number had been disconnected. I tried facebook messaging her... I don't think she's been going online at all lately, but maybe there's a chance she'll see it. It's just the not knowing part that sucks... and just going from having someone around in your life 24/7 to not at all. I'm going to try not to think about it though, and just hope she's okay. One of our recent discussions was about the importance of just taking "me time," so I'm hoping that's just what she's doing.
Okay... enough of THAT.
Watched more of The Office today. I had forgotten how hilarious "The Injury" is. Jim with that squirt-bottle... I was DYING. I wish I could erase all the memories I have of the second/third seasons of the show and just watch it all fresh. Thankfully though, the show is one of the better ones in terms of rewatchability... I find there's always stuff that I missed the first few times around.
I think I'm gonna go watch some L&S... I need a bit of an upper.