Angry breakup song and a rant.
I want you to know, that I'm happy for you
I wish nothing but the best for you both
[A younger] version of me
Is she perverted like me
Would she go down on you in a theatre
Does she speak eloquently
And would she have your baby
I'm sure she'd make a really excellent mother
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, till you died
But YOU'RE STILL ALIVE
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You seem very well, things look peaceful
I'm not quite as well, I thought you should know
Did you forget about me MR. DUPLICITY
I hate to bug you in the middle of dinner
It was a slap in the face how quickly I was replaced
Are you thinking of me when you fuck her
Cause the love that you gave that we made wasn't able
To make it enough for you to be open wide, no
And every time you speak her name
Does she know how you told me you'd hold me
Until you died, til you died
But YOU'RE STILL ALIVE
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
Cause the joke that you laid on the bed that was me
And I'M NOT GONNA FADE
AS SOON AS YOU CLOSE YOUR EYES and you know it
And every time I scratch my nails down someone else's back
I HOPE YOU FEEL IT...well can you feel it
And I'm here to remind you
Of the mess you left when you went away
It's not fair to deny me
Of the cross I bear that you gave to me
You, you, you oughta know
You ditched me. I am your burden. I am your obligation after all. You ditched me (I mean this quite literally, he ditched me yesterday) for a girl you've known barely three months. You wouldn't do that to your friends. You wouldn't do that to anyone you cared about.
Well I'm here to tell you my hell begins now. I'm scared as shit to go through with it, and I know now that I don't have your support as I had hoped. You told me you'd hold my hand, you told me you'd go through it with me. I didn't want you to, but it's not as though you were going to anyway.
My minor breakdowns and heartache are a mere inconvenience for you. You're hoping that I'll get over them in a few weeks so that we can go back to playing Secret of Mana. Well I have news for you, they are going to last A LONG TIME. It looks like even friendship isn't worth fighting for to you. I'm not worth fighting for in any situation it seems.
I am a worthless burden to you. After 14 months of helping you and supporting you and being there for you whenever you need me...through all of your ups and downs...you can't even help me through this.
Thanks for not being there when you said you would. Thanks for that. You have indeed changed. You are not the man I love. You are an asshole, and you seem completely ok with that. Well maybe you should stop deluding yourself and start owning up to your own actions.
I'm out.