Well, will you look at that?
It's me again!
I found out recently that we were expected to blog for our communicative english practicals (aren't I in a fancy course??) and I decided to get back into practice :D
I have also recently realized what it is actually like, living in a grown-up's world. I've been kidding myself, the past few years that I'm a mature, responsible person but recently, when assignments have landed in my lap that I have no means of completing, when deadlines are missed and I sit gnawing at my fingers with worry, I realized that being an adult is more than independance, more than being out till whenever you like, doing whatever you like...It is that. And more.
It's responsibility, for your actions, for your work. I've realized that once you've taken up a job, finishing it is on your head and no excuses shall be accepted!
I'm getting a wee bit afraid.
And yet, incredibly excited. There's a whole world waiting for me, a whole world to shake up and rattle, to which I can puff my chest out and point at, saying, "THIS IS ME! AND LOOK, I'M DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE!" I want to show my parents that I'm not just the brainless, science drop-out who found physics and maths too tough, I want to show my brother that I'm to be taken seriously for once in my goddamned life, I want to show the world that I'm a force to be reckoned with and by god, I'm going to do it.
I don't know how or when but watch out world. Here I come!
I found out recently that we were expected to blog for our communicative english practicals (aren't I in a fancy course??) and I decided to get back into practice :D
I have also recently realized what it is actually like, living in a grown-up's world. I've been kidding myself, the past few years that I'm a mature, responsible person but recently, when assignments have landed in my lap that I have no means of completing, when deadlines are missed and I sit gnawing at my fingers with worry, I realized that being an adult is more than independance, more than being out till whenever you like, doing whatever you like...It is that. And more.
It's responsibility, for your actions, for your work. I've realized that once you've taken up a job, finishing it is on your head and no excuses shall be accepted!
I'm getting a wee bit afraid.
And yet, incredibly excited. There's a whole world waiting for me, a whole world to shake up and rattle, to which I can puff my chest out and point at, saying, "THIS IS ME! AND LOOK, I'M DOING SOMETHING WITH MY LIFE!" I want to show my parents that I'm not just the brainless, science drop-out who found physics and maths too tough, I want to show my brother that I'm to be taken seriously for once in my goddamned life, I want to show the world that I'm a force to be reckoned with and by god, I'm going to do it.
I don't know how or when but watch out world. Here I come!