ONCE MORE, I CRY (Part II)
A Freewriting Passage

Once more, I think of you.

I am not even certain if it correct be that I say once more, when I have never really stopped.
I remember your face. How could I not? I remember it vividly. Very clear in my mind, your face..as I see you in painful reality.

Then, I recall all the times I have cried. I recall ( Read more... )

Most expected in every culture, people greet the new year in dawning through throwing an extravagant feast, popping champagne, doing an energy-filled 10-second countdown, and cracking some wild fireworks.

Well, I will almost certainly also be carrying out all that..plus, I have also summoned all fortitude to welcome the new year and permit it and ( Read more... )

DEATH IS THE GREATEST, unsurpassed revenge of all.
Not of the individual who the grudge is held against with, as is the usual occurrence in this world; but rather of the one who actually holds the grudge ( Read more... )

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For the second time; I believe I have decided.
Let this time be really it.

No more pain.
No more pain.
No more pain.
No more pain.
No more pain.

I love you...

GOODBYE.

*NOTE: This is a relapse.

As I lie down and settle my body, I allow fatigue to consume me.
There exists a kind of exhaustion of not just bodily;
but also that of somewhere deep inside of meI can feel it rapidly, the drowsiness creeping ( Read more... )

WHAT GOD ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT??

The same One who washed 5, 000 people with His floods?
The same One who lets children of third world nations starve?
The same One who keeps throwing forbidden things to our faces so we could all commit mortal sins?
THE SAME ONE WHO GIVES US ENDLESS PAIN AND SUFFERING?

Oh.
Yes.

Without a doubt, it is definitely that God.

Everyone please..just stop.
Every single entity..just please be put to a halt.

Please, slow down.
Please.
Just STOP.

Terrorist group Al-Qaeda, do not drop your next aerial bombs yet.
Underprivileged children of South Africa, if you can just postpone your starvation for a moment?

Humpback whales, conceal your enormity and for a while disappear from sight.
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This very precise moment, a substantially downbeat realisation has just dawned on me.

Right now, I just can not understand the absolute concept of the Catholic god, our God.

I used to be a believer;
but as much as I hate to break this to the Christian world,
I am now hesitant.

As sacred scriptures and doctrines dictate and people of holiness confirm, ( Read more... )

All Mighty Being above,
hear me as I beseech of You...

I would rather You not give me something,
if it is not for me to keep forever, if You are just going to take it back.

Please, with tears in my eyes, blood on my nose, and the world's weight upon my shoulders...
Please, I beg of you..never again.

For when You will upon destiny and decide to finally ( Read more... )

Please, please make it go away.
Please make all the pain go away.

(This entry was supposed to be for yesterday. I was just feeling too poignant to be able to write anything. Ehehe!)