Blue
I really hate this time of year. With a passion. I'm seriously considering moving far away to somewhere warm and sunny because I really just can't handle winter anymore. I feel like it gets worse every year.
I've been feeling so down lately, I feel like normal bad things that would just bum me out for a little bit are amplified about 100 times and make me feel horrible for weeks.
I'm not happy at home, between my family and a few other choice people in my life, I'm really ready to become a hermit. The only time I really feel happy is when I'm at work with the kids, but then I feel sad because all I do is work and I never have time or money to go out and do things. It's kind of a Catch - 22
And when I do find time to spend with friends, it's always the same shit. (No offense guys, you know I love you and love spending time with you, and I have fun when I'm with you, but I'm just so sick of Canton I could scream.)
This weather makes me cry all the time too. I cried when I was reading the kids at school, "The Giving Tree", I cried at Barnes and Nobel when I was reading the new PostSecret book. (Which is amazing and everyone should get.)
I need a life overhaul. I'm graduating in April and I really think I might get out of here.
Now I feel like this is a whiny, woe is me entry, so the end.
I've been feeling so down lately, I feel like normal bad things that would just bum me out for a little bit are amplified about 100 times and make me feel horrible for weeks.
I'm not happy at home, between my family and a few other choice people in my life, I'm really ready to become a hermit. The only time I really feel happy is when I'm at work with the kids, but then I feel sad because all I do is work and I never have time or money to go out and do things. It's kind of a Catch - 22
And when I do find time to spend with friends, it's always the same shit. (No offense guys, you know I love you and love spending time with you, and I have fun when I'm with you, but I'm just so sick of Canton I could scream.)
This weather makes me cry all the time too. I cried when I was reading the kids at school, "The Giving Tree", I cried at Barnes and Nobel when I was reading the new PostSecret book. (Which is amazing and everyone should get.)
I need a life overhaul. I'm graduating in April and I really think I might get out of here.
Now I feel like this is a whiny, woe is me entry, so the end.