Heartbreak

Oct 22, 2006 11:44

For those of you who don't know yet, my dog, Bear has been very sick for a while and he recently had kidney failure and we had to put him to sleep last week.

This was the hardest decision my family has ever had to make, he was such a huge part of our family and I was so in love with him, but he was suffering so much that it wasn't fair to him for us to hold on to him any longer.

The hardest part right now is just wrapping my head around the idea that he's gone. I'll go to talk to him and then remember he's not around, every time I see a black coat or blanket on the floor I think it's him. It's just going to take a while to really realize that he isn't here anymore.

Last night was the worst because I was at someone's house who actually had a Keesahond named Bear. (That's what kind of dog my Bear was). It was a weird coincidence.

Thanks to all of you who've shown me support, it was very much needed and appreciated!


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