uggh
well, i'm trying to motivate my ass to the gym, it's sooooo fucking ugly out, it's cold, but it's not raining heavy, i need to just get it over with, but everytime i hear those wind gusts, i'm like uggh. This is holding my whole day up, cuz i MUST get my books for school today, i just feel so lazy, but i have to do all this crap, i weigh 170, i don't know how i gained that much weight, i don't even see it on my body and i can tell when i gain weight, it might be some water, but there i no reason for me to be retaining water, i doubt i gained muscle, maybe my tummy got a little bigger, but i don't see that, it looks flatter to me. Who cares about the scale?
so, let me motivate myself to get my lazy ass out the door.
so, let me motivate myself to get my lazy ass out the door.