Depression
Yesterday I went to a surgeon my gastro Dr recommended. Apparently he's the only one that does the Nissen Wrap laproscopically. Before he'll even consider me he expects me to have two tests done, both shoving tubes up my nose and down my throat. No medication whatsoever to help. Fuck him. He has no bedside manner whatsoever and I didn't like him. I will NOT have those tests done. It's medieval torture. I'd rather die.
Besides all that my perscrption plan in all it's wisdom will no longer cover my Prevacid Solutabs. Fuck them too. Guess it's rolaids. And so I don't get reflux and heartburn any longer. I have just stopped eating. I didn't eat at all yesterday and I couldn't care less if I eat today.
I'm sending a fax to my Pittsburgh Dr just to tell him what's going on and the frustration/depression. I might as well just take my whole bottle of niravam and get it over with.
Besides all that my perscrption plan in all it's wisdom will no longer cover my Prevacid Solutabs. Fuck them too. Guess it's rolaids. And so I don't get reflux and heartburn any longer. I have just stopped eating. I didn't eat at all yesterday and I couldn't care less if I eat today.
I'm sending a fax to my Pittsburgh Dr just to tell him what's going on and the frustration/depression. I might as well just take my whole bottle of niravam and get it over with.