Title: Words
Pairing: Santana/Rachel
Rating: PG 13
Summary: How Rachel Berry lost herself in her plan of revenge against Santana
Spoilers: glee 2x10
Story : part1/ part2/ part3/ part4/ part5/ part6/ part7/ part8/ part9/ part10/ part11/ part12/ part13/ part14/ part15/ part16/ part17/ part18/ part19/ part20

"This is a do-it-yourself test for paranoia: you know you've got it when you can't think of anything that's your fault." Robert M. Hutchins

Rachel was beginning to wonder if her list of enemies had grown. Between Brittany's blue stare and Quinn's whispers, she was starting to find that her relationship with Santana was sliding out of her control. If ( Read more... )

"Hatred is blind, as well as love." Oscar Wilde

When Rachel entered the choir room at the end of the day, she immediately felt that something was different. A heavy silence was filling the room. Finn and Puck were sitting in the back row. Their eyes were on the ceiling and they seemed profoundly bored. It was nothing unusual. Lauren was next to them ( Read more... )

"It has been said something as small as the flutter of a butterfly's wing can ultimately cause a typhoon halfway around the world." J. Mackye Gruber/ Eric Bress

There are moments in life where everything seems perfect. Everything seems to be at its rightful place. Everything you wanted, everything you wished for, seems to be within reach. All seems ( Read more... )

"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh

Karma.

It is said in Hinduism that every action that we take will have its consequences. In order for one's soul to progress through higher levels of reincarnation, one must be able to go through the ( Read more... )

"Whenever you're in conflict with someone, there is one factor that can make the difference between damaging your relationship and deepening it. That factor is attitude." William James

Human relationships, sometimes, they evolve so fast that we never really get why they changed or how it happened. Most of the time, we tend to believe that others are ( Read more... )

"Vanity is the quicksand of reason" George Sand

With the newest development on Santana's perception of her, Rachel was starting to see their friendship in a new light. She, somehow, newly enjoyed being in her presence. Strange, it could have seemed for someone observing the evolution of their relationship from an external point of view but it wasn' ( Read more... )

"HYPOCRITE, n. One who, profession virtues that he does not respect secures the advantage of seeming to be what he despises." Ambrose Bierce

Colorless days were going by and Rachel still didn't have any idea to how she was going to proceed in her Machiavellian plan. She realized that she tended to find herself observing Brittany more and more.

At ( Read more... )

"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?" Marianne Williamson

Rachel Berry spent the 1st of January in her bed staring at the ( Read more... )

"How tedious is a guilty conscience!" John Webster

Once, when Rachel was a child of about 8 or 9 years old, there was this other girl in her class that was very talented, more talented than her she had to admit. Her name was Marise.

The teacher would always stop by Marise to give her a compliment or to take her as an example for the other children to ( Read more... )