and it's getting me down a little. Need to get a little more proactive, I guess. Sometimes I turtle up, as I call it, and actually feel a little anti-social, yet at the same time, really, really want to be hanging out with friends. It's a screwed up dynamic, but I'm sure I'll get myself out of it soon...-ish.

( More than you want to know, I'm sure. Suck it up and read. )