another sleepless night spent crying. i haven't been horny in weeks. it's been a month since i have jerked off. i can't remember the last boner. not that this is related. but it means something and i really wish i knew. i broke my self mutilation sobriety. i think it's been about 8 months i think.

Today was a miserable day. My stomach has been bothering me and i don't know if it is from depression or from a lack of eating. i ate some strawberries that Sasha brought me. It didn't help. We saw Man Of Steel at the movie theater. It was an okay movie. i felt like they could have made it two movies instead of condensing everything into one movie ( Read more... )

i dont sleep anymore

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