...i am going to cry
I know I haven't updated for a while. I wanted to try and cool off and get what ever the fuck was up my ass out of my ass. I am still quite the bitter person, but everything is far better than before.
As for the last week or two, things have been good and bad at the same time. SSI decided they gace me too much money when they sent memy Retroactive check, so therefore they are holding money back. That kind of sucks. I don't plan on getting the money for my auto insurance for a long while. Which sucks, I really need the help in getting to work. I think getting to work has been my biggest stress and cause to my anxiety lately.
Kayci is finally making the move. I am very happy for her, but it will be weird. Nearly 5 or 6 years of a very close relationship will now seem so distant. I really hope I can get my car on the road soon so I can visit her.
Spindle (erik) and I saw Judas Priest and Queensryche the other night and it was truly amazing. One of the best shows I have ever gone to. I was very glad to be able to enjoy it with another appreciable fan.
As far as the site and reason as to why I am nback on LiveJournal is because my server doesn't seem to work well with my CGI scripting. SO, I have to move my journal to another server and that is like pulling teeth because all these technical problems are occurring.
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Today I had a very great time with Adri. The more and more I grow distant to everyone else for whatever reasons, the closer I seem to get to Adri. It is one of thosre things where when you know no one else is around to tlak to or hang out with, Adri is there. I have no reason to stay home and mope when I can just walk to Adri's house and be with herfor a couple of hours or a bit more. Your not tho other women, your just another (girl) yeah, still on a Glassjaw binge. SHIT PIZZA BE ARE BE!
well I am going to go actually because I want to spend time with kayci on her last night here.
As for the last week or two, things have been good and bad at the same time. SSI decided they gace me too much money when they sent memy Retroactive check, so therefore they are holding money back. That kind of sucks. I don't plan on getting the money for my auto insurance for a long while. Which sucks, I really need the help in getting to work. I think getting to work has been my biggest stress and cause to my anxiety lately.
Kayci is finally making the move. I am very happy for her, but it will be weird. Nearly 5 or 6 years of a very close relationship will now seem so distant. I really hope I can get my car on the road soon so I can visit her.
Spindle (erik) and I saw Judas Priest and Queensryche the other night and it was truly amazing. One of the best shows I have ever gone to. I was very glad to be able to enjoy it with another appreciable fan.
As far as the site and reason as to why I am nback on LiveJournal is because my server doesn't seem to work well with my CGI scripting. SO, I have to move my journal to another server and that is like pulling teeth because all these technical problems are occurring.
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Today I had a very great time with Adri. The more and more I grow distant to everyone else for whatever reasons, the closer I seem to get to Adri. It is one of thosre things where when you know no one else is around to tlak to or hang out with, Adri is there. I have no reason to stay home and mope when I can just walk to Adri's house and be with herfor a couple of hours or a bit more. Your not tho other women, your just another (girl) yeah, still on a Glassjaw binge. SHIT PIZZA BE ARE BE!
well I am going to go actually because I want to spend time with kayci on her last night here.