...broken this fragile thing now
Woke up and my internet was still down. I went to summer school and kicked ass on a nice little debate on whether or not marijuana should be legalized or not. I usually take a ride up to the mall and visit Kim, but I figured, from experience, the best way to move on is to sever all ties. It is hard enough to deal with the fact I am scheduled to work with her on Friday for about 2 hours. I am not sure how to take that yet or how I will deal with the situation. Anyway, it is about 10:00am and I spent some time searching for some GOOD angry music. Like death metal, but no dice. So I am torturing myself with The Red Hot Valentines. "If you leave don't damage me. I don't think that I will last. If you please, remember me anytime he makes you sad. My girlfriend has a boyfriend. Can you even start to picture it" my internet, of course is still not working. It pisses me off even though I am planning on just putting up a generic "EMO" away message and going to sleep. I guess I will just skip the away message thing and go to sleep...
So it is 12:43. I am going to go to Hyannis with wayde. I want to spend as much time with him before he leaves as well. "Everything dies, well everything dies, yea-ee-yeah-ee-yeah" I am going to make a section on my xbilly.org (opening at the end of next month) about a-sexuality. It will kind of be a mock-up, but not. Like the .org's with the sXe and Vegan sections. Mine will have an a-sexual section. I just have to define the movement and all that. I was debating whether or not masturbation should be against the a-sexual movement. I guess it doesn't have to be. You can stills elf-ejaculate but still not date or be interested in anyone. But would this just make it harder to succeed in being a-sexual? It may also make it easier. I am thinking one of the rules will be this:
You can have a friend that is a girl. However, if there is ANY chance in a potential relationship in even the simplest form (besides a friendship), you must cut all ties with this person before it is too late.
Things like that. Of course rule number one will be like no dating or something. Also, remember all you sXe kids; LOVE IS CONCIDERED TO BE A DRUG BY ALLOTOF PROFESSIONAL SCIENTISTS AND PSYCHOLOGISTS. Don't believe me? Look it up. I am off now.
So I went to the Salvation Army with Wayde to get rid of some shit of his. I had a very awkward moment in Hot Topic. I had to go pick up some cds from Maggie and Kim was there. I just ignored her. I am glad to see that she is at least happy and none of this fazes her. Now I am back home. Alone at 4 o'clock wishing I was with Kim. *stab*
I want her back. "Regardless if my pictures
They don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call" :(
Kevin wants me to go visit him, so I am going to go up there with Christ.
So I went to Dennis with Christ then went to the mall. Found out some more info about Kim. *cough*. I am so fucked up.
We then met Money and LynneSane and just hung around Canterbury and now I am here.
"Here I go. Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go. There's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one"
So it is 12:43. I am going to go to Hyannis with wayde. I want to spend as much time with him before he leaves as well. "Everything dies, well everything dies, yea-ee-yeah-ee-yeah" I am going to make a section on my xbilly.org (opening at the end of next month) about a-sexuality. It will kind of be a mock-up, but not. Like the .org's with the sXe and Vegan sections. Mine will have an a-sexual section. I just have to define the movement and all that. I was debating whether or not masturbation should be against the a-sexual movement. I guess it doesn't have to be. You can stills elf-ejaculate but still not date or be interested in anyone. But would this just make it harder to succeed in being a-sexual? It may also make it easier. I am thinking one of the rules will be this:
You can have a friend that is a girl. However, if there is ANY chance in a potential relationship in even the simplest form (besides a friendship), you must cut all ties with this person before it is too late.
Things like that. Of course rule number one will be like no dating or something. Also, remember all you sXe kids; LOVE IS CONCIDERED TO BE A DRUG BY ALLOTOF PROFESSIONAL SCIENTISTS AND PSYCHOLOGISTS. Don't believe me? Look it up. I am off now.
So I went to the Salvation Army with Wayde to get rid of some shit of his. I had a very awkward moment in Hot Topic. I had to go pick up some cds from Maggie and Kim was there. I just ignored her. I am glad to see that she is at least happy and none of this fazes her. Now I am back home. Alone at 4 o'clock wishing I was with Kim. *stab*
I want her back. "Regardless if my pictures
They don't line your mirror
Regardless you know that
I'll still wait for your call" :(
Kevin wants me to go visit him, so I am going to go up there with Christ.
So I went to Dennis with Christ then went to the mall. Found out some more info about Kim. *cough*. I am so fucked up.
We then met Money and LynneSane and just hung around Canterbury and now I am here.
"Here I go. Scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I let go. There's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one"