...Never again.

Jul 19, 2004 23:43


Jumbled Like All My Feelings

With lies come the promises that have been lost
You told me this wouldn't happen
You told me this wouldn't happen
No not again

Act as though this hurts you as much as it does me
But know you are still in love with him
And you have someone to fall back on now
Leave me under the weather
Leave my heart in shambles dear
I don’t know who to blame
I don’t know who to blame

Him for making the phone call
The night I was with you
You for leading me on and saying this was all true
Now I sit here with bleeding arms
Trying to type my tears away

The sun is gone
The music hurts
I trusted you
I trusted you

So as I try to go on with my day
Knowing we must have a confrontation
But I just could not help but think
That I will get you back
After we talk
After I hear you're reason

Little did I know
That you are like every other girl
Little did I know who called that night
Little did I know you would still be in love with him
And how could I forget all the other times
This has happened before

But never again
Leave the knife by my bed
Guard my heart with friends
Paint my insides black
Caress me no more

I screamed so loud on the drive home
I paid no mind to the dangers
And the whole time I just wanted to die
I made sure my seat belt was off

One For The Road

Nice relapse on my part
Nice way to end this story
I cried for hours
The median slipped over and over
To the right
To the left
I lost sight of you
Or I tried
But now every time I close my eyes
You are there
And I wish I could just kill the memory of you

kim mcarthy, 2004, poetry

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