...Money: Hey... How are your earlobes?
Today I woke up and showered. I burned a few cds before I visited Money with ******'s birthday card. I had a few other people sign it along the way. I went to the bank and it was closed. So I have no gas and no money. So I go to chirst's and Him and I, along with money, go to the mall. i saw Karol and christ bought some pants after being stalked by the most obvious Sears secret police. A skecthy guy in a black t-shirt with a blairing walkie talkie. We also got free cokes from the coke machine (It was giving them away) Next, was christ's house where we all hung out. (Money, karol, Wayde, Scarbo, Graigo, Dez, whalehead, Christ, and I) It was awkward getting food and such because Christ's parents also had people over. After whalehead got pissed and left because a similar reason I did, it was just Money, graigo, Dez, Wayde, christ, and I. We wanted to play something that involved running and shit. So we agreed on capture the flag. Then wayde and Christ wanted to play at the path and I KNEW that it wouldn't work out. But they insisted... so we walk all the way there and guess what? Along with the opposing team not even putting the flag down (not trying) I was right all along. it didn't work out. Wayde just kept the flag in his pants and shit...it was stupid. i don't know why they bothered after I told them I didn't want to. Seriously, think about it. I didnt want to play there. They dragged me out there. Then they ddint even bother to try to play. So then wayde and dez wanted to Walk. Walk? After I was dragged out there to play an action packed game of capture the flag? Hell no. Christ was on the same boat, he wanted somehting action-like. we were pumped up. He suggested the ridge club... but not a great place for running around and hiding. Wayde still IGNORED me and suggested walking. It pisses me off."HELLO!? AM I HERE!! I.DONT.WANT.TO.GO.WALKING...I.WAS.DRAGGED.OUT.HERE.AFTER.ARGUING.THAT.THIS.WOULDN'T.WORK...NOW.LETS.PLAY.SOME.HARDCORE.GAMES." I mean...what the fuck. Stop suggesting walking...I am not going to accept. Then a certain someone, the same persion who upset whalehead (as he tells me online) makes the most fucked up commentand i was just like "fuck you guys". I was serious when i said i wanted to play something fun. i dont deserve to be ignored and laughed at.
My dad left a note for rug along with apicture of RUG after her fell down(passed out) drunk drunkon the floor (and pissed himself). He has like a week to check himself into detox or take his "behavior" elsewhere. he also left the stove on i guess. Poor RUG.
Gr. I wish someone was online to talk to. I hate crowds of people.i knew i should have left when it got more than 4 or 5 people at the party. I wish my meds would kick in. I like don't know what i want. I haven't felt this manic in soo long. I wish I could explain to people what it is like. To be upset or angry at nothing or the smallest thing and then all of a sudden be manic for no reason. mood swings. not only that. but to feel like you could be going somewhere and you are ready to go somewhere...and someone slows you down. "hey lush have fun; (just forget me) It's the weekend (it's that simple)". I don't know. I just don't know. Well, Karol dear is online now... so I am going to talkto her. My day wasn't a total down-poor. I spent time with karol and had some aughs.
My dad left a note for rug along with apicture of RUG after her fell down(passed out) drunk drunkon the floor (and pissed himself). He has like a week to check himself into detox or take his "behavior" elsewhere. he also left the stove on i guess. Poor RUG.
Gr. I wish someone was online to talk to. I hate crowds of people.i knew i should have left when it got more than 4 or 5 people at the party. I wish my meds would kick in. I like don't know what i want. I haven't felt this manic in soo long. I wish I could explain to people what it is like. To be upset or angry at nothing or the smallest thing and then all of a sudden be manic for no reason. mood swings. not only that. but to feel like you could be going somewhere and you are ready to go somewhere...and someone slows you down. "hey lush have fun; (just forget me) It's the weekend (it's that simple)". I don't know. I just don't know. Well, Karol dear is online now... so I am going to talkto her. My day wasn't a total down-poor. I spent time with karol and had some aughs.