Jul 03, 2004 02:49
Things have been fucking confusing lately.
I don't know what the fuck i want with Kim. That, however,is a private matter between her and I..so...
My dream of becoming a rock star is becoming stronger. Like, I NEED to be one... I was born to be on the stage pouring my heart/guts on everyone. I was offered a spot in Caleb's band. Supposedly they got potential and Caleb has hookups in the industry, etc. he also tells me the bassist is crazy, so Maybe he can play in MY band so i can be the frontman rockstar that I have always wanted to be :) Apperently bassists grow off trees for everyone else accept formy band. Is it that hard to ask for a talented bassist who can back up sing and play 80's style music? What the fuck?
An 82 dollar paycheck..hmm:
65$ due on tuesday forsummer school
50$ due to my dad forliving here
125$ due July 10th forcar insurance.
how do I do this with 82$? I need a miricle.
*sigh* I have sooo many songs that i want to be played I can't keep up.I think I am going to stop writing for a long while, until my band catches up.
My printer needs ink
Another idea is to lock myself in my room for a week and do it myself.
Know what would be ideal? Give me a fucking recording studio and an acoustic guitar.I will have an album in 3 weeks. I have soo many songs.
rock star,
expenses,
dreams,
caleb,
relationships,
2004,
kim mcarthy,
finances,
stupid