...it is still anybody's guess

Jan 20, 2015 20:58

Today was my first day of my second semester of school. i wore my new Death Note tee shirt today. i found out that Financial Aid disbursement has been pushed back by a WEEK! My bank account is about -200$ right now! i REALLY hope i do not need to purchase anything more for school. This is just awful news.

There is a cute girl in my English class who has pink hair. She was also wearing a Death Note shirt. Like the cute girl of last semester, she is in school for fashion. She wants to travel. i only know this because of her introduction on the d2l discussion boards.

So far, my English class and my Web Design class requires me to participate in online discussion with fellow classmates. WHich sucks.

i don't know. nothing has changed too much in the last couple of weeks. i still feel hopeless and very apathetic. i have been away from my phone or it has been off for the greater part of the week. i haven't felt lonely though. i'm actually glad that i have a very limited amount of friends at the moment. i still don't want to talk to anyone.

Anji filled out the third-party section of my disability evaluation. Normally, Corri does it, but she is in MA.

i don't know if i have anything else to say tonight. i start my math and drawing classes tomorrow. Hmmm. i wish i had more to say. i really want to write, but i'm just out of words. i just hate. Everything. Still. So much hopelessness. i just want to leave it all. i wish i could fly.

i don't know what to watch tonight. Sometimes i want to rewatch The Office, but then when i have the time to do so, it isn't what i want to watch. Maybe i will continue Archer. What is this semester going to be like?

school, 2015, hatred, finances, sofia brodskaya, corri, hopelessness, anji

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