...i need friends or something

[sadpenguin]

i'm once again stuck with nothing to do. I dont feel like watching anything that im seeing on netflix and i dont feel like playing any video games. I would like to go out, maybe to the mall to be honest. Sasha isn't answering my texts but i would bet she is busy. I keep forgetting it is christmas eve. I wish i had some extra money to hang out at Java Jungle. I don't want to go back to bed. fuck.

I am dreading work tomorrow. We got a full house and i am working with a relatively new person. Feeding is going to be a bitch. i just don't want to think of it. I wish i could get my mind off of all things depressing.