Yet another epiphany!! But a happy one!
So in complete change from yesterday - today was FINALLY a good day!!
It's probably the aftermath of yesterday's night. So I guess I'm not really alone 8) how wach crazy is that?! So apparently I don’t fall alone. I have people to fall on.. what have I done to deserve that is beyond me.. but I have them. They made it very clear last night.
It all started with one MSN from Bar saying that I'm finally online and much more yayness. Then a message from Liran, MSNing my name with a scream 8). Then, a call from Nofar, saying she was home alone (alas!! Macaulay Culking is here for hot blond sex!! Yay for me!!!!) and bored and asked if I wanted to go somewhere with her. I did go. We talked.. A lot!! Then picked up Bar and Liran and just. Hung out. When I talked about my latest epiphany Bar looked at me seriously and said that I will always have them with me. No matter what.. no matter how. That, naturally - me being the sappy self that I am , made me shed a tear that went unnoticed because an undrunk Bar was hugging me refusing to let go.
You will never know how much their love means to me. How.. at home.. and at ease I fell with them.
So maybe I am falling apart.. but at least now I know, someone will be there to help me put them back. And that my lovely LJ.. is what my heart truly, all along my broken way wanted..
Nofar, Bar, Liran - you are more precious to me then you will ever know. 8)
<3 , with really - all my love - Mika 8)
It's probably the aftermath of yesterday's night. So I guess I'm not really alone 8) how wach crazy is that?! So apparently I don’t fall alone. I have people to fall on.. what have I done to deserve that is beyond me.. but I have them. They made it very clear last night.
It all started with one MSN from Bar saying that I'm finally online and much more yayness. Then a message from Liran, MSNing my name with a scream 8). Then, a call from Nofar, saying she was home alone (alas!! Macaulay Culking is here for hot blond sex!! Yay for me!!!!) and bored and asked if I wanted to go somewhere with her. I did go. We talked.. A lot!! Then picked up Bar and Liran and just. Hung out. When I talked about my latest epiphany Bar looked at me seriously and said that I will always have them with me. No matter what.. no matter how. That, naturally - me being the sappy self that I am , made me shed a tear that went unnoticed because an undrunk Bar was hugging me refusing to let go.
You will never know how much their love means to me. How.. at home.. and at ease I fell with them.
So maybe I am falling apart.. but at least now I know, someone will be there to help me put them back. And that my lovely LJ.. is what my heart truly, all along my broken way wanted..
Nofar, Bar, Liran - you are more precious to me then you will ever know. 8)
<3 , with really - all my love - Mika 8)