good, bad, ugly
good news: i got an A in my spanish class!! woohoo!!
bad news: i got a $672.81 gas bill. i almost cried when i saw it. i don't know how the fuck i'm going to be able to pay that.
ugly stuff: my doctor said i have a stomach emptying problem, and put me on zelnorm (which is used for IBS and chronic constipation). i still think i have an ulcer, cuz ulcer-related stuff seems to flare up my pain and symptoms, but he insisted that there's no way i could have one since HE didn't see it. i'ma listen to him and take this medicine, but i left there feeling really crappy and not listened to and wanting to cry. and i hate feeling like that.
EDIT: after lettin it all sink in and getting over the frustration with the medical system, i have gained some acceptance of his diagnosis. and i realized that it means i can now take naproxen for my aching back (woohoo!) and eat what i want (in moderation of course!). hopefully this new drug will work!
more ugly stuff: my apartment! needs cleaning! so badly! i need to be more motivated. i'ma try and have it cleaned this weekend. oyvey.
bad news: i got a $672.81 gas bill. i almost cried when i saw it. i don't know how the fuck i'm going to be able to pay that.
ugly stuff: my doctor said i have a stomach emptying problem, and put me on zelnorm (which is used for IBS and chronic constipation). i still think i have an ulcer, cuz ulcer-related stuff seems to flare up my pain and symptoms, but he insisted that there's no way i could have one since HE didn't see it. i'ma listen to him and take this medicine, but i left there feeling really crappy and not listened to and wanting to cry. and i hate feeling like that.
EDIT: after lettin it all sink in and getting over the frustration with the medical system, i have gained some acceptance of his diagnosis. and i realized that it means i can now take naproxen for my aching back (woohoo!) and eat what i want (in moderation of course!). hopefully this new drug will work!
more ugly stuff: my apartment! needs cleaning! so badly! i need to be more motivated. i'ma try and have it cleaned this weekend. oyvey.