it's brilliant when you can watch a tele show with awareness of personal stories and see echoed back things which shake you awake in places you didn't know were asleep.

i wrote a little diddy two weeks ago entitled anniversary and dr in it i said
    I saw his look and felt his pain
  i saw his look and felt your pain

well last night i saw his look ( Read more... )

*wipes tears from eyes ( Read more... )

aries people tend to like life fast and furious a whirlwind of adventure around every corner and patience is certainly_not_our virture. so taking things slow is a real challenge, being patient doubly so. i knew he was reisisting the idea of new horizons and possibilities while i believed my resistance was similar. however, when i relaxed into  ( Read more... )

usually i'm fairly good at reconnecting and keeping in communication with folks after my return from the 'real-world' but this time the universe has chosen to be a bit more adventurous and keeping me on my toes ( Read more... )

so by the looks of my surroundings i've managed to make my way back to melbourne after that dreamlike adventure called Confest ( Read more... )

I wrote this back on 07/11/06. Boy was I onto it then...I feel like my journal's been shite of late. more to be re-visited later

( sharing and attachment )

hmm. well that hurricane i so brilliantly spotted after rainbow finally hit shore on saturday. it hit and thrashed, spun and rocked me. somewhere though in my spiritual recesses i was prepared. i sat in the turmoil, the confusion, the heartache and let it blast through me until there was nothing left of it. i ask myself if this is the eye, the ( Read more... )

So Chrissy and ConFest. Both equally challenging and enjoyable. Neither turned out nearly how I had hoped/expected but as usual just what I needed.

ConFest saw my analytical mind take a back seat for a while, to which it still has yet to return and I'm not hauling it back into the office anytime soon *g*. I went into cruise control letting my ( Read more... )

I feel like a trapped cat inside a house who wants nothing more than to run free outside, yet her humans know not this, so she desperately tries communicating through mournful cries of yearning and energetic pangs of heartache.

( My big plans )

there's nothing quite like enjoying some waterfalls in the rain with a lovely new friend. thanks. really.

some ( posts from a journal of ages past )