last night was a turning point.

at least i didn't stab anyone in the throat on my way there......lol

work tonight at 4 til about 8.......so you better hit a broke ass girl up and take her out on the town.......

I hate to advocate drugs,
alcohol,
violence
or insanity to anyone,
but they've always worked for me.

If this doesnt touch you, you have no heart ( Read more... )

today is the first day without my meds

i'll never be who i was......i'll forever be changed.

change is the only constant thing in life.......change is good.

it's almost the weekend......what a day from hell......don't want to talk about it b/c my eyes are already swollen shut from my already fallen tears ( Read more... )

this is one from Jack Johnson, and it's exactly how I feel at the moment ( Read more... )

yummy ..... split pea soup......(the first thing i've been able to hold down)

i'm not ok.

i have no idea what to think right now........ i get worried. my nerves are at the end.......what should i do?.......go about life............or not..............life sucks, then you die. i want to know what it's like when you're dead........is there an after life, or do you repeat the same one that you lived before...........well HE be there ( Read more... )

...but not for me......started off great......ended terrible ( Read more... )