Aug 12, 2005 01:52
it's almost the weekend......what a day from hell......don't want to talk about it b/c my eyes are already swollen shut from my already fallen tears.....
still the pain doesn't stop......the hurting doesn't stop........
i wish i could just disappear
my heart has yet to decide.....he said to call him later, but i almost don't want to......but then again i need closure for my heart to be okay with this bull shit......and really that's all it's been is bullshit