Life's going gooood! :D
Greetings all thee who read me!!!
Despite only having an hour's sleep last night (euphoria has yet to wear off), I'm in a fantastic mood.
Things just suddenly seem to be going our way!
Not in order, save what comes to mind first...
#1. My supervisors are lax with me because I'm quitting. As one mentioned this morning, he can't really tell me to do anything... I could easily just tell him to kiss my butt. (He gets to the point, fun guy). I chuckled and told him he could always send me home early, and he laughed saying, that's just what I'd want. So things are smooth sailing at work :D
#2. We decided to just have David and I move up together so we won't miss each other, along with some logic-based reasoning. It's a sweet relief to decide that, though, I'm tired of missing him. Haven't gotten over that 1 1/2 years apart yet.
#3. We found a really nice condo for rent online! I swear it just appeared out of nowhere... $740 per month, with washer/dryer, dishwasher, fridge, stove... it looks nice! I'll be contacting them about various stuff like sq footage and stuff, but hey. It still is so delightful to find it.
#4. My mother, having realized that we've 100% made up our minds, has decided to spend this time enjoying our company instead of trying to change our minds. So suddenly it's extremely pleasant to be with her!
And I'm thinking I should stop taking my lexapro (antidepressants) as soon as I get to Edmonton, because I'm honestly thinking it'll cure it. My love is the voice of reason... he says I should keep taking it till my bottle runs out, just to be on the safe side. I think, though, I'll sneak in a few days without it, see how I am. Anytime I forget down here I turn into a raging lunatic, in a bad place. Even one day is a bit nasty, 2 is bad.
But anyways. I feel so lighthearted and happy that we're leaving. As usual, this morning, I stepped outside to go to my car and was hit by a wave of nausea and general malaise, from the feel and taste of the foul air in my lungs. Rather than feeling a surge of depression as I normally do, I grinned ear to ear. August 7th we shall drive away from this wretched wasteland, drive north to clean air, vibrant, beautiful land, free of this disgusting place!
Freedom!