defeated
fuckity fuck. owwww.
i want to get back into shape so desperately that I have wound up in a position of pain and anguish that I cannot even finish my run circuit around my neighborhood. I almost made it worse tonight and just narrowly avoided having to crawl home from my halfway point. I don't know what's gotten into me. The worst part is I don't feel any more in shape than I did at the beginning of the summer, so this is all probably just wasted effort.
i want to get back into shape so desperately that I have wound up in a position of pain and anguish that I cannot even finish my run circuit around my neighborhood. I almost made it worse tonight and just narrowly avoided having to crawl home from my halfway point. I don't know what's gotten into me. The worst part is I don't feel any more in shape than I did at the beginning of the summer, so this is all probably just wasted effort.