Where am I

Feb 02, 2005 00:04

i don't exactly know what's been going on for the last few hours after Julie's trial, all the pain and frustration in one group of people, plus my own pain (and deep personal feeling that this was my fault). I wanted to help but until I thought of the next thing that I could do or say I was no good to anyone. So I went to one of the most peaceful ( Read more... )

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slaysiscaitlen February 2 2005, 05:14:50 UTC
this blue woman was driving me nuts. I decided that if I wanted to find out about Angie I needed to call for Leo.

"LEO"

I called out. I wanted him to tell me where the hell my sister was.

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Finally useful itsmrwhitelight February 3 2005, 02:26:49 UTC
Finally someone needed me, Caitlen was calling me. No more waiting by myself. I smiled with relief as I orbed to the Manor.

"Hey Cait, what can i do for you?"

I said it maybe bit too brightly, Cait was maybe a tad shocked to see me answer her so fast or so readily...maybe I should take it down a notch.

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Where is she? slaysiscaitlen February 3 2005, 02:31:04 UTC
"Please get me out of this house away from her"

I said and pointed to the blue woman

"Also you can tell me where the hell my sister is"

I could tell he was shocked by my use of language so I toned it down

"Sorry...I get scared more often now."

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Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 3 2005, 02:41:58 UTC
I swallowed a grin as Cait actually used the word "hell"...She does bring up a good point. Where the "hell" is Angelina? shouldn't she have checked in by now ( ... )

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Re: Where is she? torturedslayer February 3 2005, 08:04:21 UTC
I jumped about a mile when I saw Leo. He wasn't one of the people I wanted to talk to right now. I didn't blame him..ok well I kind of did but not really, I just wasn't in the mood to talk. I smiled and pointed to the office.

"She is inside...doesn't look to great you might go talk to her."

I said then pulled Gunn down the sidewalk away from Leo.

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Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 4 2005, 01:37:47 UTC
"Thanks" I said letting the word fall out of my mouth as Julie dragged Gunn down the sidewalk.

I shrugged it off and went inside. It took me a second to get my bearings but I could Feel Angelina's pain, thoug it was slwoly easing and I just followed it right into the office. I stopped knocked and then let myself in.

"Hello?" I said trying to be polite.
I turned my head a few dedgrees and there she was. My girl, looking like a spectacular mess.

I walked over to her and kissed her forehead.
"Hi honey."

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Re: Where is she? championbrooder February 4 2005, 04:44:55 UTC
"Hey Leo. Is everything okay? Or is this just a social visit?" I said, smiling.

"Angelina and I were just having a talk, and then she had a vision, then talking as she's recovering and now you're here."

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Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 04:57:49 UTC
I smiled at Angel then kissed Leo.

"Other than the current pain, I am ok. Where did Gunn go?"

I asked that to Angel more than anyone.

"Wait, why are you here Leo? Who is with Cait? Is she ok? I mean...Ok must calm down."

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Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 4 2005, 05:03:54 UTC
"I just came becasue Cait was getting concerned about Angelina, becasue she hadn't her from her in a while and well, being couped up in the manor all day seems to have made her a bit anxious."

I just ran with the run-on sentence it seemed to explain everything pretty well.

I gave Angel a quick smile and turned back to Angelina.
I decided to leave out the part about me sensing Angie's pain and feeling the need to be the manly man and rush over.

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Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 05:14:16 UTC
"And this in no way had anything to do with the fact that you and I are so connected that you can feel my pain and you had to rush over here and pamper me?"

I asked knowing full well thats why.

"Is Cait ok? Oh God..did you leave her there alone with Illyria did you?"

I worried again...

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Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 4 2005, 05:19:19 UTC
"Cait's fine, there are at least three other people in the house and I told Cait to separte herself from Illyria so at least they won't sit and stare at each other."
I paused and lowered my voice.
"And to answer your first question, yes I the main reason I came here was beacuse I'm so connected to you."
I couldn't help but grin at her, feeling love tingle in my skin.

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Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 05:52:56 UTC
I got him to sit next to me and I leaned on him enjoying being in his arms.

"Ok, its just that Illyria scares her..."

I said softly

"Angel, do you need me more..?"

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Re: Where is she? itsmrwhitelight February 4 2005, 05:57:36 UTC
I now looked to Angel, feeling only a little guilty for interrupting whatever business had been going on before Angelina had her vision.

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Re: Where is she? championbrooder February 4 2005, 06:14:21 UTC
I smiled. "No, I can't think of anything. Just know that I meant every word I said to you today, okay? And I hope Caitlen is okay...Illyria's...special in a scary way."

I realized that once she left, I was going to be totally alone...maybe I could join Lorne and...yes even Spike for a drink.

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Re: Where is she? wannabe_slayer February 4 2005, 06:19:45 UTC
I could tell he was feeling lonely

"You know, we don't have to go.."

I said softly, feeling bad now.

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Re: Where is she? championbrooder February 4 2005, 06:35:22 UTC
Was my loneliness that evident? "No, no, it's fine. Go ahead, I have some paperwork to finish and some brooding to catch up on."

I smiled. I must be in a heck of a mood to mock myself like that. "Seriously, I will be okay. Go take care of your sister and spend time with your man. It will help you after that vision."

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