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WHOA once again it's been awhile...:(
I don't feel like going in to why I don't come here as often as I want to...to sum it up I just don't feel I have anything worth saying!
So with that said I'll whine a little now! I am STRESSING huge, I have to sing for my friends wedding on friday and I feel like I just haven't had the time to prepare...ahhhh. AND I need something to wear and that stresses me even MORE!!! I went out last night but I couldn't find anything :( I'm going to go again tonight, but I am really depressed about the whole thing...I feel HUGE. I don't want to be a size 2 anymore I want to be a 1 or better yet a 0!! I HATE that I have been the same size FOREVER! grrr I get so frustrated and having to shop is just making me more aware of that fact. Normally shopping would make me happy (retail therapy) but this time it is doing the opposite...is depressing me like CRAZY!
My babe has a bad cold too, which makes me not want to leave her!!! Poor little thing, she needs her momma when she's sick and I have to leave her with a friend for two days cause the wedding is out of town :( Hopefully she is ok!
Ok I have a TON of things to do to get ready to go so I'm sorry it's so short...gotta run!
I don't feel like going in to why I don't come here as often as I want to...to sum it up I just don't feel I have anything worth saying!
So with that said I'll whine a little now! I am STRESSING huge, I have to sing for my friends wedding on friday and I feel like I just haven't had the time to prepare...ahhhh. AND I need something to wear and that stresses me even MORE!!! I went out last night but I couldn't find anything :( I'm going to go again tonight, but I am really depressed about the whole thing...I feel HUGE. I don't want to be a size 2 anymore I want to be a 1 or better yet a 0!! I HATE that I have been the same size FOREVER! grrr I get so frustrated and having to shop is just making me more aware of that fact. Normally shopping would make me happy (retail therapy) but this time it is doing the opposite...is depressing me like CRAZY!
My babe has a bad cold too, which makes me not want to leave her!!! Poor little thing, she needs her momma when she's sick and I have to leave her with a friend for two days cause the wedding is out of town :( Hopefully she is ok!
Ok I have a TON of things to do to get ready to go so I'm sorry it's so short...gotta run!