so damn unpretty
i dont know if i handled it well becaue im numb
or because i truly dont care anymore
but i feel so relieved and i can finally breathe again
i dont know but i am so fucking proud of myself
and i honestly dont think the phone will not be a problem anmymore
unless its just the rum talking im going to be great
i have realized im better off this way and deserve so much better than the shit i got. its not my loss. and im happy and im proud of how i handled myself. i do admit i was hurt and upset for about .123817231 seconds then it wore off and im good. and i realize i never did have anything so why waste tears or emotions on that. fuck im proud of myself. y'all should be.
so im leaving.
soon.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
or because i truly dont care anymore
but i feel so relieved and i can finally breathe again
i dont know but i am so fucking proud of myself
and i honestly dont think the phone will not be a problem anmymore
unless its just the rum talking im going to be great
i have realized im better off this way and deserve so much better than the shit i got. its not my loss. and im happy and im proud of how i handled myself. i do admit i was hurt and upset for about .123817231 seconds then it wore off and im good. and i realize i never did have anything so why waste tears or emotions on that. fuck im proud of myself. y'all should be.
so im leaving.
soon.
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I'm pissed cause you came around
Why don't you just go home
Cause you channel all your pain
And I can't help to fix myself
Your making me insane
I tried to help you once
A kiss will only vise
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That your drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassions in my nature
Tonight is our last dance
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life