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Let the bombs fall............
Alia just shouldered me with something I could never talk about to the person who said it. She told me that a week or two ago she asked my mom if she missed me or if she wanted me to come back. Mom told her that She didn't miss me or want me to come back.
I though I was just at Dads till my car got fixed. I guess I got kicked out passive ( Read more... ) -
Missing The Human Connection
Today has been uneventful. Depressing even, I miss Lee. I wish she wasn't asleep in her large comfortable bed. I wish I was there beside her. I wish I could sleep. -
Don't Let's Start
Don't don't don't let's start ( Read more... ) -
Nemu
So, I've discovered a way to make my math class more entertaining. Since my teacher has a thick Romanian accent, I just imagine she's Bjork. NO, I know bjorks not from romania but the accents sound pretty damn close.
In Harvest Moon News. I glitched the game and now have infinite money. -
Class again
So, I'm still in class. I wish it was over. All I have to say is that I can't wait for saturday. Ben, Kurt, Trent, Alia, and I are all going to go to Drips for the first time in about 3 years. This doesn't really sound like a big thing but I just can't wait to return. I've also decided that if it's not as great as I remember I'll work to make it ( Read more... ) -
And I tell the that I can fly.........I will break my arm.... I will do me harm
There is so much I just want to get on here and freak out about but I've found that silence is sometimes in the best intrest of all involved. -
I swear these walls sometimes speak to me
3:30 in the morning and I would love to be asleep but too much is on this mind tonight.
Sleep wont free me from these troubled thoughts.
I just wish I would wake up tomorrow and realize that the past 3 years of my life have been a dream. I would still have some of High school left to spare. I'd still have my virginity and friends. I'd still have ( Read more... ) -
First Day Back at Work
Yeah yesterday I was at work for 3 hours and because of it I've slept for 18........................yeah. Wow............................. -
Tales from the CYST: ApocaCYST Now
So, I went to Bowen Urgent care today and now the cyst has been popped.
I found out I have a disease that affect 26 out of 100,000 people called Pilonidal Disease.
It creates what is called a Pilonidal cyst.
So, yeah. I can't go to work till tuesday. So if you wanna call me and tell me you love me or bring me DVDs or something while I recover that ( Read more... ) -
Tales from the CYST: Doctor aCYSTed Suicide
Day 4 of the cyst incident. I called my doctors office and asked how much it would be to lance this thing they said 200 at min because I have no insurance. The Emergency room said 1300 at min b/c of insurance. I've been working at the same place for a year and they don't offer insurance. This country is so fucked. I wanna go to Canada they have ( Read more... )