I swear these walls sometimes speak to me
3:30 in the morning and I would love to be asleep but too much is on this mind tonight.
Sleep wont free me from these troubled thoughts.
I just wish I would wake up tomorrow and realize that the past 3 years of my life have been a dream. I would still have some of High school left to spare. I'd still have my virginity and friends. I'd still have creativity and dreams. It's sick to think that in three years I've only manage to lower my status in life. No band. Only a few people who even talk to me and allot of money squandered. I just wanna wake up to 2005. If I can't get that much from God maybe he will show mercy and send a flash of what I'm feeling now to my past self................no, God......... Just send me these few words.
Don't Do What You Think is Right..................................