oh hell
that's actually the name of a card game.. it's a lot like hearts. much fun.
soooo, ha, fuck me. i CRIED at lab today. yup, Like a BABY. i was trying to practice running some stimuli and i was having trouble, and i got frustrated and just started crying. i mean, what? hu what? gonna cry about it? gonna squirt some? yeah, yeah i will, thanks. totally embarrassing. koleen still took me to lunch, which was nice, and i DIDN'T cry then so that's good. cindy wrote me an email like "ummm are you okay?" geezeus. i know it's cuz i went of the effexor, so i'm trying not to feel so bad about it, but still shit. now they all know how freaking swingy i can be. hm.
got tori's package today.. SO cute. lot's of pics, some of her in her bikini, which are very cute. cool sandals, stickers, etc. that helped. oh and i also went to the store and bought myself a 30 dollar bottle of pinot grigio. THAT oughtta make me feel better too. good wine is good wine.
on the plus side, i don't have monkey lab today, and i've already worked out, AND it's sunny. so i all have to do is drink my wine, and lie in the sun.
k, gunshy is on, so how about some lyrics...
rifle in hand, and two in the brush
three count delay, i may need a little push
take out the garbage on tuesday nights
seems like the small things are the only things i'll fight
seems like the small things are the only things i'll, fight
gunshy...
see monkeys, do monkeys
story of my life
send three bucks to a comic book
get a house car and wife
send three bucks to a comic book get a house car and wife
wife... (gunshy...)
soooo, ha, fuck me. i CRIED at lab today. yup, Like a BABY. i was trying to practice running some stimuli and i was having trouble, and i got frustrated and just started crying. i mean, what? hu what? gonna cry about it? gonna squirt some? yeah, yeah i will, thanks. totally embarrassing. koleen still took me to lunch, which was nice, and i DIDN'T cry then so that's good. cindy wrote me an email like "ummm are you okay?" geezeus. i know it's cuz i went of the effexor, so i'm trying not to feel so bad about it, but still shit. now they all know how freaking swingy i can be. hm.
got tori's package today.. SO cute. lot's of pics, some of her in her bikini, which are very cute. cool sandals, stickers, etc. that helped. oh and i also went to the store and bought myself a 30 dollar bottle of pinot grigio. THAT oughtta make me feel better too. good wine is good wine.
on the plus side, i don't have monkey lab today, and i've already worked out, AND it's sunny. so i all have to do is drink my wine, and lie in the sun.
k, gunshy is on, so how about some lyrics...
rifle in hand, and two in the brush
three count delay, i may need a little push
take out the garbage on tuesday nights
seems like the small things are the only things i'll fight
seems like the small things are the only things i'll, fight
gunshy...
see monkeys, do monkeys
story of my life
send three bucks to a comic book
get a house car and wife
send three bucks to a comic book get a house car and wife
wife... (gunshy...)